sometimes

i wonder if killing my ex

is just a good way for him to stop saying dumb shit

about me 

STILL! GODDAMIT!

ITS BEEN FOREVER AND HE IS STILL AN IGNORANT ASS!

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

sorry

i had to let that out =_=

i feel better now

you know what annoys me?

teenagers who go around planning their wedding w/ their bf when thy are 16

dont count your ducks before they hatch

A odd hand full of events have happened the past week. My mother blames to full moon. But it has been a strange month.

a List of the events

* Found out a guy in my grade who i was kinda friends with and his little brother raped their 7 year old sister. They also raped 2 other little girls. They are currently in jail.

*A creepy friend of my brothers was in prision for assualt on a minor. He is 18 and punched a 13 year boy in the face on the bus. He is being friend with a felony. Going to be in trial later. This was the guy that last summer confessed his love for me.

*another guy i was kinda friends with is in jail for rape. Girl was 14. WE arent sure its real or she is just pissy he broke up with her and made it up. OR her parents are pissed he fucked her. It could go either way. He has anger issues.

I know too many rapists...

why so many guys on my myspace friends list have pictures of their torso?

Whats the point?

Does your tummy really want to be photographed?

Life has spead

Me and my boyfriend just had our 7th month

My mom's 45th birthday is tommarow

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MOM

Some jerk wad stole my ipod

so im getting a new one off of ebay

yay ebay!

I miss my music :'(

Best quote of the month: " Brenna, you are a bunny in a feild of flowers!" - Issac Powell

P.S: I can talk to my ex boyfriend now with out wanting to shove his face against the wall

this is progress indeed

I'm gonna go drink some hot Peach Tea

In my small town of Sequim Washington its FUCKING FREEZING

ive been inside for 10 minutes and toes and fingers are still ice

a thick fog has covered us for the past two days, blocking out any chance of sun

this photo was taken at 9:30am

and it will stay this way all day

Location: outside my band room in the parking lot

yes

ok before i go into detail lets give you soem back ground on my boyfriends back ground

His mom died 2 years ago from complications. He never knew his birth dad but the man his mom married adopted him. They later divorced but still remained good friends.

Continuing

Brendin got a text from his 13 year old cousin who he hadnt hung out with in a long time. They talked and it was all fine and dandy. Then she started saying some weird stuff...

Things like: "i wish you were single", "what would you do if i kissed you?", "your hot and funny", "were not blood related so we could get married and have kids without defects."

...Ya...

He is kinda weirded out by this, obviously. AS am i really. I'm half worred she'll hunt me down and eat my insides.  They might not be blood related but THEY ARE STILL COUSINS! and she's freakin 13 and he's almost 17.

My therory on the case is that she has an "infatuation" with him. Maybe its the whole not seeing him forever thing. Or i bet a fling with your cousin turns some people on, different stroked for different folks. So i think it will pass. Not that im worried about it, my boyfriend isnt the type to cheat on me with his 13 year  old cousin lol. I kinda feel bad for him though, it would be creepy to have ur cousin want you

He is amazing though This morning he got me my favorite breakfast; cheese bagel and 32oz Power-C Vitamin Water. Along with a teddy bear. I'm not really sure why, just kinda did :]