Fuck your opinions, fuck you lack of spin, when you are misrable, i'll be just fine!

One of my dear friends Katy
Is going out with Larry
Yes, my psycho ex boyfriend Larry
The one I currently have a restraining order on cause he threated to kill me when i didnt want to get back together
The one that cheated on me
And verbally abused me
When I found out I panicked
Worried for her
I dont see her as much I should, since we have ZERO classes together and she is a grade up from me
I sent her an email telling her about it all
But she replied in saying: thanks for the concern. but she knew about all that already and she prolly wont changer her mind.
She knew
About all the shit he pulled
And yet, she goes out with him?!
I dont get it
I truely dont
People are the strangest creatures (((((

I'M FEELING SOOOO MUCH BETTER
HUZZAH I SAY HUZZAH
Swallowing has returned to normal 8D
Lymph Nodes going down to normal size
I know im still "sick" but at least the symptoms are going away.
My mom thinks I've lost weight from lake of normal diet and just flat out not eating alot.
No matter, I'll get it back.
I shall be returning to school Monday. THank god. If i stayed home another day I'd have to kill some thing.
But if anyone bitches to me at school about Mono, I'll smash their face in with my binder.
With out mercy ^_^
Love to all of ya!

You know wut annoys the hell out of me
When girls at our school, flat chested-push up bra wearing girls posted tons of pics on myspace that basically has the camera showed down their shirt to show off their "cleavage". And then all the lil boys come crawling with their perverted comments making all the girls giggle.
ugh.
My gender disappoints me.
And those of us with real boobs who don't wear push up bras keep our shirts buttoned. GO GIRLS WITH REAL BOOBS!
Ok I'm done =D

Soo another chronically of my staying home sick with mono.
Meh, I'm hungry.
Yesturday I watched Lars And The Real Girl.
Cute story, a little slow though.
And I'm currently watching Fargo. It's an awesome movie! I love the twistedness of it all.
After this I might stick in Dead Poets Society. Never seen it before but my mom thinks I'll love it.
But I'm also finding good music while I'm stuck here lol. Like a magnificent  Progressive  Metal band called The Ottoman Empire. Chick singer is badass.
I've also discovered that Popsicles are my new best friend ^_^
<33

Sooo I'm staying home from school rest of the week.
With mono the more rest you get the faster you get better.
And I want to get this the fuck over with #_#
I wanna vomit out my Lymph Nodes, the damn things are swollen and when you look in my throat looks like i got strep.
I'm waiting on the blood test results to come back, so we can get a 100% verdict on what I have.
My boyfriend stayed home today >__< he said he was tired and his throat hurts.
I was so surprised when he called me.
I felt like such a bitch cause I was positive I gave it to him. But when my mom called and I told her she said it was doubtful I did, since mono stays dormit for 4-7 weeks before symptoms show. So she thinks some one in our circle of people has it and doesn't know. I felt a lil less like a bitch.
*tummy growls* I'm currently awaiting my mom who is bring lunch. She is also bringing home Lars And The Real Girl so we can watch it ^_^ I've been wanting to see that for awhile. I love Indie Movies.
One brightside to all this; once you have Mono you never get it again.
This hopefully will go away soon @______@

Love you all ~~~~~

Yes its true. The doctor thinks i have mono =_=

Yesturday my lymph nodes  enlarged and kinda irrated. My mom thought I had strep throat.

Sooo we go off to the doctors and I get a strep test, which consist of taken a long cotton swab and swab the back of my throat. I didnt even gag :]

And it came up negative. So my coolio doctor ( dont remember his name but he was chill ) said i could have Mono. I have all the freakin symptumes.

Track season is out. Not that I'm crying. Personally I hated doing Track. I only did it cause my dads the coach and he basically made me. And P.E is out for a while. Cause apparently my splein gets inflamed when you have Mono and if I hit it wrong it could like make it go KABOOMY o.o;;

No more kissy with Bud ;_;

ARGH

ARRRRRRRRRRRRRGH

I'm going to school still, as long I dont lick anyone I'm gewd. lol

 

Annnd here is a lil article on the said subject from www.familydoctor.org

 

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