Today I  felt depressed. I was fine intill block adn thats when things went down hill. WE had a new seating arrangement and I was sitting with my best frieds. But... we also had to sit by anoying boyz. One of my friends keep hitting  boy 1 next her but then  annopying boy  2 sitting next to me said " fistey!' I hit my head on my desk and said. "  dont ever say that again." Why?" He asked dumbly. Boy 3 said. " Because it sounds  perverted." He shut up for about 3 minutes and then said when my friend was fitting boy 1 again. " You have now are her play toy."  A amount of discusted people sat at my table including me. I looked at Boy 2 and said . " You perv!" So yah. THen recaess came. I was playing with my friends when the began to tickle me. thyen one of my frieds siad " Your belly's moving!" I stoped and felt the feeling of depression sweep over me. I curled up and said in alittle voice " You think Im fat?" ( just to put in IM not fat. Just the wayy im built I have a stomach) SHe replied. " Um.. well.. not exactly." I felt like crying. I didnt know if she was kidding or not but I hated the way I felt. I became psyicaly  and mentally tired. SHe was kidding but I felt like I was ugly for a minute. I could hardly stay awake in band.WEll thats all. Wish me luck for im about to give my farther my list of ALL the assighnments I did last quarter. You see, my dad likes to get to the root of thing and he wanted to klnow why I had a C and a C- in block. Things might be o.k. because part of it was that I got in some stuff late.