judgmental peopleit the truth, most humans bug me ( not any one on mindsay! you guys are cool)
its msotly jsut people in my life right now. TO judgmental, to arrogent, to curious for there own good. ALot of peopel think im stragne and i flipin care what they think but i wish soem adults would lay off! In youth group people were talkking abotu what a perfect palce was to them. Most of the kids talk of meadows full of horses, sunshine, and perfection. I raised my hand and said "My perfect palce would be in the rain reading a good book." Asilence followed. THE leaders raised there eyesbrows adn so did every body else. "WEll umm...woudnt the book get wet?" said one leader i coudl tell she was holding back a laugh. I shrugged adn said "Id have and umbrella." Ms. Josnson looked over at Mrs. Keizer who looked as if i was a freak. I recoiled at that. THere it was, the look that made me feel liek a freak. I hated it and wanted to go home and recoil into my room. BUt i stayed and listened to more of the "My perfect palce woudl full of horses" crap. SO what im different form all of those people. I say rats and bats are cute and peopel look all weirded out ( at least my mom does). In class some peopel probaly wonder why im so violent and gressive, but that because i want all teh freakin idiots jsut ot leave me the hell alone! OEn day i wore a ll black to schoolaand when i came out of my room my mom faintly said " your wairing all black.." Not to say im also so borbid, some time s i can really enregetic adn stuff but some times i jsut want to crawl away form teh world. To be able to enter my mind full if imagainry peopel adn palces. BUt i cant, so i msut fight. Fight with the world to make it through. I don t think it my time to curl up adn dissapear just yet...
