Hello  and welcome to my all powerful BLOG!!!! Just to warn you there might be days that I act evil but Im a good person ( I hope). NO SHES NOT!!!!! hi im her friend RUN FOR YOUR LIFE! 

The cow in the meadow goes moo, the cow in the meadow goes moo then the farmer comes along and hits him on the head and chps him up, and thats how we get hamburgers. ( i know its weird but im bored)

In the news you mostlikly heard of the sponge Bob scandl were some people belive that Sponge Bob is gay. Well i dont like Sponge Bob in fact i find him an idoit but being gay?Well to think of it is Bugs Bunny gay i mean just because he dressed in girls clothes and kissed Elmer fud and Daffy but  is he gay? It is possible that sponge Bob is just a very happy sponge. Well some girls that are just friends hold that that mean they are lezbians? Well i think that Sponge is just happy * too happy for my taste* 

the sun is shining IT BURNS OF FIRE!!

the tea kettle is hot, HAHA IT IS HOT LIKE FIRE!!!

I put on my red socks, THEYE RED LIKE FIRE!!!! HEHE

I turn on my radio, HAHAHAH FIRE HAS NO ON AND OFF SWITCH!!!!!

Then I go to school, AND FIRE WILL FOLLOW!!!

will you shut up already. SORRY BUT I LOVE FIRE!!!

School can be hell some times. With al the work and friends being mad at you therer is no wonder some people go to home shcool. So here i am giving some edvice on how to survive at school.

1: some teachers let you have water bottles let you have water bottles at school. Now what you can do is take a Gatarde flavor Ice Punch bottle and take of the label. Take it to school and you have got hat looks like water in a Gatrade bottle.

2: Lets say you have to type up some paper and your a little ahead. If you want to go on the internet, simple. Take your work and minimize it and then go on the internet. When a yeacher comes inlarge your "work" to make it look like to your teacher you are hard at work, and when they pass simpley inlarge the internet.

Ash Hinten leaned against the cold brick wall. Her gang of delinquent girls stood around her looking curious. " So when are we going to rade the next home?!" asked Megan a 14 year old who had just joined and had hair of dirty blond. " Wait." Replied Ash. Even she being 16 was not the oldest in the gang but yet she was the leader. Her HAir was crismon red and her eyes emerald green." I have a feeling that another gang will be rading tonight to and it's a bad idea for gangs to intersect." " WHAT?! you scared?" Asked a 17 year old Jill. "no...." said Ash. She gave them a smirk. " I just dont think it's the right night for blood shed." THe girls gigled.

Ash stared at the smockey sky. It was ging to rain tonight for sure there was no doubt in her mind. The city was filled with gangs and her's owned the most land. She stared at her hand. Across it was the scare of a knife that she got in a fight with a guy gang. That fight was how they got the junk yard. Her thoughts went to her mom. Would her mom like this, her way of life? Well mam was dead so she could forget her. A car wized by splasing mud on her shoes. Lets go to Old Himton's house there should be some good jewelry. " Lily Masing smiled. " So we are rading." " Yep." Ash replied. " I fwe run across anothier gang....we'll give 'em hell." She smirked and that was that.

People alwas guession my faith in school. They say that God   hates gays and that how can god have made the Earth and how God have lived forever?! It gets annoying! Why cant people lay off a little . I praise God deal with it!

I have a cold and it SUCKS!I breath through my mouth so it gets dry and my nose wont stop running AND Im alwas snezzing. ( no I hve no alergies) I went to a 4-H bunny show and while the juge went around us asking us queatoins my nose was runnig like crazy. I had to wip my nose on the inside of my shirt! Im cranky and I am tired.

crrap! next tuesday my science project is due! Im doing it on what kind of frie molds fastest ( I know its weird but so am I ) The picures my mom took arent turning out well since there in plastic bags, so my teacher might kill me! I really dont want to fail this because i already have a B - in that class and my Mom wants me to bumb it up to al least a B + . Nad I have bearly taken notes on the molding stages Im soooo screwed inless I pull this together by then! Oh God help me !

It is finaly St.Patricks day! Today I wore my red kilt that my grand parents got me in Scotland with jeans under it.( It barely fits ) I got my fair  share of stairs. People kept pinching ( mostly guyz, there are so color blind ) because they didnt see the green in my out fit, stupid are they. BUt on a lighter note I was glad to see one of my best friend come running down the hall in a blue kilt! Further out fit my friends had was a flashy green boe tie, green marker, and sheets of green paper taped on there clothes.

Today I was bored to death in block so I finshed my book SHattered Mirror, a vampire story , and did tones of dudles. My teacher was doing a talk on the differnt kinds of prounds. BORING! I also had to restrain a boy in my class from kicking on of my friends. He is a really big wuss. That is what my day is like and I wrote about becaues I have nothing else to do.

Stole this from mebella

Ask me any 5 question and I swear I will answer them no matter how weird. But if it is perverted I shall chew u out online, Ask away.

what do you do when you have just rescued a friendship and is now losing another friend. Well.. if you know HELP ME!!!! I just rescued a friendship from diaster when all of a sudden my guy friend ( lets call him BB ) Is now mad. Now my freind Jess told me this so I could be wrong but COME ON!!! In my middle school life there is no time to celebrate because more keeps coming!! @.@ He;s mad because I dont hang out with him that much. But I dont do it on purpose It is just hard palancing friends ya know! I shall call him and ask what the hell is going on andd if he is really mad at me. If he is I shall try to rescue that friendship as well. My life never is peaceful!

One day at school I was walking up to some of my friens that are guys. I said hi but they didnt notice for they were talking about some thing.. " interesting " They were talking about how Hallie Berry looked sexy in her cat women suit. When I asked what they were talking about they saod. nothing.

ANother time was when I had tp sit by a magor jock in outr class. A girl across from us said . " So D whho do you think the cutess girl in class. " ( if your wondering why im useing single letter of the alphabet D stands for drew and eetc ect.) He said it was L. THe girl who is a pure brat!  I think some boys now a days only look at is looks. Now... to you boys who look beyound that. WAY TO GO!!! ^__^

these pics explain my mood. Sick, *cough* confused, and just out of it.

Most of you READ WHEN my frind told me another friend was mad at me.( lets call the guy that  was "mad" at me Josh and the friend whho told me Mimi these are not there real names.) WEll she later told me she was madly in love with him. ( kind funny because she she is way taller then him) But any way I think its gross but no harm done. I called Josh over spring break to see, well when we talked I didnt bring it up since we were talking like old friends.So later I told Mimi that he was not mad at me.She then got this weird look in her eye and said "Oh but he told me he was mad!!!" I shruged and said he isnt now and walked off. Josh also told me that over spring break Mimi was callinmg lhim ike a mad man. He never picked up the phone. Well today all was well, I was in P.E. with Mimi ( we have it last period) and Mr.T was saying we should go to the locker room when she said. " He lied to you." "Huh?" I replied. " He told me he lied to you." At first when she left I was mad. Why should she go troting to Josh to ask, isnt my word enough and why should she care. When I was walking to the libary I realized some thing. Josh could not have lied to me because we didnt even talk about it. There was nothing to lie about. And Josh rememebers phone calls so he couldnt have thought we did. Mimi had lied to me. SHe wanted us to be mad so she could be with Josh. She had given herself away. She wanted him so bad she was willing to lie to a friend to get him. I cant believe she would do some thing like that! OVER A BOY!Well should I be mad, because I am, and Im debating telling her I know. Josh also said that she kinda scared him since she called around 100 times. Cant I trust any one!

well I know i hanvent blog in awhile but some thing come! Report caards came in and before that I was working to get my grad up in block ( history, litature, and grammer and such.) When the repot card came out I got a C, C-, and a B. My parents werent happy about my C's. That day I had baby sat 5 kids with my friend. We both got 50 bucks out of the deal! ^_^ but... since my report card Im not allowed to spend it intill I get my grade up. Im not grounded though ,that good. I guess Xenosaga, and the movie Princess Mononke will have to wait around a week. -__-  Oh well, Ill do some extra credit and get my missing assighnment in and I should be good.I do pay attention in class, I was mad when my Dad thought I didnt. Im not a bad student i just have a little hard time remembering to do stuff.

Today I  felt depressed. I was fine intill block adn thats when things went down hill. WE had a new seating arrangement and I was sitting with my best frieds. But... we also had to sit by anoying boyz. One of my friends keep hitting  boy 1 next her but then  annopying boy  2 sitting next to me said " fistey!' I hit my head on my desk and said. "  dont ever say that again." Why?" He asked dumbly. Boy 3 said. " Because it sounds  perverted." He shut up for about 3 minutes and then said when my friend was fitting boy 1 again. " You have now are her play toy."  A amount of discusted people sat at my table including me. I looked at Boy 2 and said . " You perv!" So yah. THen recaess came. I was playing with my friends when the began to tickle me. thyen one of my frieds siad " Your belly's moving!" I stoped and felt the feeling of depression sweep over me. I curled up and said in alittle voice " You think Im fat?" ( just to put in IM not fat. Just the wayy im built I have a stomach) SHe replied. " Um.. well.. not exactly." I felt like crying. I didnt know if she was kidding or not but I hated the way I felt. I became psyicaly  and mentally tired. SHe was kidding but I felt like I was ugly for a minute. I could hardly stay awake in band.WEll thats all. Wish me luck for im about to give my farther my list of ALL the assighnments I did last quarter. You see, my dad likes to get to the root of thing and he wanted to klnow why I had a C and a C- in block. Things might be o.k. because part of it was that I got in some stuff late.

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since im bored i will start to do a weekly pic! i have a reason for picking each one some that make sense and tha dont. I picked a .Hack pic because i shall soon be starting the anime series! ^^ ANd shes to cute!

WEll i whent to funeral for a guy i dont know . He's family but i never met him. Me and my mom whent so i got to go early from school! ^^ We stayed at my aunt and uncles whitch is o.k. because they live by the ocean so i can walk by the beach! ^^ BUt it was boring. My activity's were walking on the beach alone and kniting. -_-; My aunt got me kniting stuff so i do it but it gets boring! On Thisday ( i left on wensday and the funeral was thursday) When i was alone in the front room and every one else was getting ready either up stairs or down stairs. ( their kinda rich and have 3 stories! ) I was really bored so i took a look around. THey have a small bar i went into. ( didnt drink any thing ) THey had beer from mexico to Russia, Vodca, ale, to wine! From all around the world!

we can all remember when we watch the old disney princess caratoons. With the villain the prince charming the sweeps the princess of her feet. I used to love them but now i see them and cant stand them! >< Most of the princess you cant relate to because you arent under a spell of sleep or live in the forest with dwarfs. What is with the princes any way, even when they are saving the princess their hair never moves or goes out of place. -_- MOst of the princess's are helpless losers who cant get them selves out of a stinking tower! why cnat they just pick up the sword and kill the monster them selves. Im just saying the movies are all kinda the same. Witch is why Mulan is excellent! SHe goes off to pretend to be aman to save her father and is kick butt fighter! some times we all want some one to save us, but we cant wait around for prince charming forever so ya get off ya butt and do it your self! Besides i dont want no prince charming, i wnat a guy with some flaws and who actuly has a personality. THats all i got for today, have a great night! ^_^

Here is my weekly pic! Im really sorry it was late but i was gone out of town. -_-; I picked it because it was soo cute and...well i dont have a big reason but that i liked it!! ^___________^ I love her hair!

I have learned an awsome recipe!! Its called frozen hot chocolate!! ^__^ Its really simple to make!

Iteams: blender, hot chocolate mix, milk, ice cubes, and measuring cup.

1: put 1 cup of milk in a blender

2: put 1 cup of hot chocolate mix

3: put in 3 cups of ice cubes

4: blend it on high

5: enjoy!!

I have yeet to read FMA but since alot of kids do ( i also ran out of ideas for weeky pics) I thought why not put up a pic of it! ^^ Hop ya folks enjoy it!!

Only 5 and a half days left of scholl!!! *.* Im happy! ^^ ANy way my school is  having another roller skating party thing at the roller rink. I do suck at it but im getting better! -,-  My mom has preschool graduation for her preschoolers. I like to go because it takes place at a farm wiht lots of horses! Im a sucker for animals. I jsut find horses beautiful. ^_^ Usly my mom has preschoolers that are from Mexico or ASia so they brong the BEST food. * stomach growls *  So it is usely fun! Inless my brother ruins it. #.# I had to baby sit yesturday and that was prettyeasy, I had to whatch SCooby Do 2. -__- it was pretty lam.  My frined is now going out with an complete idiot!! >< it was the same guy who stalk me for a while, then he stoped. I think my brother threatened him or some thing. :)  My bro can be nice.... at times. Found out who he when tot the dance with, It was the cooll gorl names Sare. She is cool but he slow danced with her. * barf *

TOday i was a wreck. I had done this science post wiht two girl who i knew. AS i worked with them i realized that they werent serious at all. They talked and goofed off, as time ticked away. ><FInally one of them stoped and went to work on her part of the board, but the other would freakin work!! >><<  AT the last day of work time she finally started making her freakin water shed. She finished but it was suckky! We gpt the grades today and we got..... a C. -.-;  i worked my flippin butt off! I looked at what we were graded for and what me and the one girl who stared working were B effoerts. But the other ones was the one that brought us down! SHe then started to blam us. SHe went on about if we hadnt pushed her that she would have done better, and who we should have jsut not bugged her and crap! >< THats Bull S***!!!! If we hadnt have pushed her she would never had worked. URGHH... i think ive complained enough. -_- 

My other grades are good! ^___^

" Life is often as bitter as it is sweet, that is why the good afton die you. "

A toast to the teen ager who died in my town. A car crash they say, but they think it also say it might be suicide. BUt they say he was a great kid. My dad knew him and said that he was kind and funny, smart too. i didnt know him but i thought i should say a few kind words about him. He will be well missed, Rest in Peace.

im going to be gone for a while. FOr nine days ( started upcoming tuesday ) I shall be in Hawaii! ( island Maui ) Once im htere i cnat go on the internet at all. -.- I just thhought i should say somthing, ill miss ya but ill be having lots of fun!! ^_^ Lets hop ei dont get ot bad of a sun burn. Love ya, bye.

got this from Ultraviolet! hope ya dont mind! :p

1. What's the first word that comes to mind when you think of me?
2. Go to Google and conduct an image search for that word.
3. Reply to this post with one of the pictures on the first page of results. Please refrain from telling me the actual word. 

Evanescence: Bring me to life

how can you see into my eyes like open doors

leading you down into my core

were've ive numb with out a soul

my spirts sleeping some were cooled

until you find it there and lead it back home

wake me us inside

wake me up inside

call my name and save me from the dark

bif my blood to run before i come undone

save me from the nothing ive become

now that i knwo what im without

you cant just leave me

breath into me and make me real

bring me to life

( chorus)

frozen inside withour ur touch without your love

darling you are the life among the dead

all this time i cant beleave i couldnt see

kept in the dark but you were there infront of me

ive been sleeping for a thousand years it seems

got to open my eyes to everything

without a thought without a voice without a soul

dont let me die here there must be somthing more

bring me back to life

( chourus )

i have nothing to write so i shall talk of my cat. Link. i love him to death and at the moment so  does he, * Link is now licking me and walking on the computer desk* he knows when im sad and one time when i couldnt go to sleep him and his also awsome brother Bubba. ( bubba is called that becasues hes fat!) they gaurded my door while one was inside. their bolth sweetys! ^_^they dont judged me by how i look or any thing, thats why i love animals i guess. Ive alwas had a special thing with animals i understand them and they understand me. its weird but i love it, not much else to say. oh yeah i love my new blog desighn it needed a change!

my favorites

weather: wind & rain

night or day: im more night

color: dark purple and blue nad black. i also like indigo

favorite super hero: dont have one

favorite comic:  to many to count

favorite kind of food: almost anything foreign

favorite book: also to many to count

favorite video game: legend of zelda, Jack 2 and final fantasy plus kingdom hearts! ^^

fears: open water and totaly lonliness

favorite band: i like alot

animal: i like bats nad every other kind of animal! ^^

least favorite school year: 6th grade was hell

well thats it see ya later! ^__^

got it from karenaderson@mindsay

two types of kerrigans so much differneces! ^^

legendary frog kerrigan:

star craft kerrigan:

to see the nice kerrigan visit: www.legendaryfrog.com

to see evil kerrigan go to:http://www.blizzard.com/broodwar/heroes/kerr.shtml

or just play starcraft and be the zerg army whitch is the gbest army ever!!!

both kerrigans are extremly awsome!

nothing much has been happenignn around here. im  in a play ( aladdin... i know it sounds dorky....but oh well im bored. ) so thats fun. im a narator and stuff. ive been having depressed up and downs again. The scare that wont fade it seems. :( but today ive been good. its not serious or any thing it just makes me feel REALLy down and liek im dumb crap. :'( im sick of all this sadness crap.

in over news... i have a new enemy to add the list. in the paly theres a girl who falt out does not like me. ive nothing but she hates me. its a odd new case of envy, im friends with JW (im using the fist letter of his fist & last name.) aparently he's some "hot" guy or somthing. he refears to me as his sister and ithink of him as my brother. She likes him and doesnt like me being so close. aparently ill get "in the way". this has hapened twice this year and its getting really freaking anoying. >< ive alwas been mosre to hang out with guys because i fit in with them more then most girls. so girls dont like that. those girls have no freaking lives.

p.s. im keeping my anger at bay, when i use to get mad i would hit somthing. (mostly walls) theres still that fire in me but im holding it. im worried ill busrst one day though.

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ahh the brotherly fude endless all most. But whitch is better? the question of cutness is a argument by girls and the mosre powerful the argument of boyz. BUt what ever.  Ive weighed the goods and bads and came out with.....SHESSOMARU!!! XD at this point i dont care who's "cuter". SHessy is cooler then inuyasha, his powers, his additude is over all awsome! not to say i dont like inuyasha, i think is he's cool too and to me it was a close compotion. i mean inuyasha's got the claws of blood and the sword.  i would like to hear ur peoples opion as well. but please dont shoo t me if u think other wise! ^_^;

http://www.quizilla.com/users/PainfulBliss/quizzes/What%20is%20your%20element%3F%20%5Bwith%20pics%20%2B%207%20outcomes%20%2B%20detailed%20answeres!%5D

here is the url for all those who wanted it. after u take it could u tell me what ya got? *im bored if wondering why i wnat to know!* if u wnat to that is. any way enjoy!!

i was at my friends house today and she found out i was teased. i felt so stupid, she told me i needed to tell theses things. But its hard to admit i was teased. i kept it from my own parents. i kept it from my best of friends. i said i didnt want to talk about it but i told that i was back stabbed, thats all i said. im better then i was but the past alwas comes back to haunt you. man i have got to staop thinking like this!!! >><<  *Hits head on desk* i do feel alot better then i used too, im gettingn better.

yep. sprained my ankle. :( was out in our dirt drive, when my ankle twisted side ways! #.# i toppled to the griund in pain. i manged to hobble my way to my house and my mom iced it. my dad said it was nothin big buy dand it hurts!>><< so yay is wraped up and all. im soo bored! >:{ i cant go out side or nothing. well bye!

my moods today:

tomarow is my birthday!! *does a happy dance*

in other news i went to my grandma's to get my gifts from them. but my 6 year old cousin was there. ( lets call him RY) he was soo fricken anoying!! >><< i had to watch what i say or else he'll go off and repeat it!  i said butt chimn and he went around repeating it!! and my brother u see is anoying and likes to say potty launge ande stuff, so Ry  claims when he was in bed he heard my bro talking to us say FART FART FART!!! 8my brother u must see can be dumb*  so next thing we know Ry is going around saying FART FART FART! he is has also just learned to ride his bike and is now obsessed!! >< he kept asking  barrow  my grandma's! *_* then i said he was tired so he laid off. one time when i was swinging out side alone and he poped up out of no were and asked if i was lonely. i said no. there was a pause and then he said if i was lonely a few minutes ago i said no i was not!he was relentless!! when we were riding in the car my brother gve my a indian burn. i kinda hurt but i didnt scream or wince. then Ry asked what an indian burn was. i gave him a VERY small one that should not have hurt. but he scream so fricken loud that it hurt. but he was smiling while he scream. my grandma got annoyed and told him not to do that again and of course i got scolded slightly. when we got out Ry was holding his arm . i barly even twisted his arm!! >><<

I stared at the tv screen. spech;ess. my body felt limped. the movie i just say was called Grave of the Fire Flies. so sad..... *tear* it takes place in Japan during world war 2, well during the end or it. it evoles around two siblings. A 14 year boy and a 4 year old girl. ini a bombing they lost their mother so they go to live at their aunts. she was ahorrible women!!><  eventuly they left and lived in a old bomb shleter in the country side. it sooo sad!! i cant say to much or ill give it all away. oh yay there da is in the Japanese navy. it was done so well, i was coming close to tears. i had to hug my mom afterwards to feel better. Great film!!! just be prepared its not uplifting. but i hightly recamentd it!

terrible sorry about my desighn. aparently the web site i got the pics from were being mean so it wasnt working but hopfuly they do now.

 VAMPIRES!!! i dont why but i like them ( more so then werewolves) i have no idea why but i like them *shrug* im weird that way. me and my friend pandada  are alwas fueding about it. (friendly of course) she a were wolf fan and im a vampire fan! not that i dont like werewolves but vampires are just......cooler! so what be ur opnion hmmm?

im thinking about getting the fisrt inuyasha movie. if any one has seen it pleases say if its good?

this has been funkychibi saying good night mindsay!

well im going off to fair today!!! yippe! :D you see im in 4-H, and i have my rabbits in the fair. iim also in riflrey! BANG BANG! XD ive also entered some of my drawings! i hope their ok! ^_^; last year we had some people from P.E.T.A come into the rabbit barn and bugged  alittle boy. there SO FREAKIN ANNOYING!!! ><  i mena the rabbitz we have in fair are all spoiled to death. -_- any way we get to camp there wendsday threough sunday or monday! my brother loves it because he get all the fair food he wants. through his year of fat and deep fried he hasnt gained any weight!! >><< any who itll be urber fun, i love scoping all the little stands of dodads and nicknocks. :) ill miss all ya during that time but  i shall be back. i wouldnt leave. ^^ i have 61 dollars for the fair. i shall buy lots!!! well see ya guyz later! :D

 PS, noticed: i put many smiles up on this post.

PSS: this is for all my vampire fans out there!

PSS: aint this cool!

PSSS: i love hallow ween too much, and i should not do any more PS stuff

my favorite fish:koi

favorite gum: cinamon

favorite mint: spear mint

favorite weapon: sigh

color of eye u want: a dak purple

what color of hair do u want: black with green strecks! XD

dream job: broad way actreess or author or news paper collomist

favorite song: think of me, music of the night, simple and clean, bring me to life, nobodys home, breezy, ect

favoite color: dark shades

al for today folks! :)

omg i chouldnt help it its soo funny! lol

yay shessomaru!

like my new look. if not tell me

ttyl

Your emotion is anger.You can sometimes be calm but under stressful situations you show your true nature.If it is to get your own way,protect or friend or some other reason but this doesnt stop you from being your calm cool self afterwards

yay that suits me! XD

what time period do u belong in. adress:http://quizilla.com/users/azjtt/quizzes/What%20Time%20Period%20Do%20You%20Belong%20In%3F

 MEDIEVAL ENGLAND
Famous Ruler: King Edward III
Living Quarters: Castles
Hardship: The Black Plague
Who wouldn't want to live in the "fairy tale-like" days of knights and castles?

I wonder why you did this quiz in the first place...you are single for a very simple reason - you want to be single. You are perfectly happy on your own and don't need a guy to make your life complete! And I believe that's a good thing. But remember, some guys find independence attractive, and maybe one day a very persistent guy will win your affection ;) .

quiz: why are you single

http://quizilla.com/users/funkychibi/quizzes/whitch%20friend%20of%20mine%20are%20you%3F%20(%20for%20girls%20or%20for%20strange%20boyz)/

i made this quiz. it called whithc friend of mine are you? please take and tell me what u got.

hello it been awhile. busy, started school and its going good! guess what??? i cut my hair short and i have purple stircks in my hair!! YAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAY!! ^_____________________________^

i got some looks from my friends they loved it! im soo happy. on the second day fo school i got home woork!

X(  it sucks. *_* oh well im all done any way! i was bored in class, and we gett these agenda s and stuff and so they have a lsit in the front al about the retarded ruleswe have. :P so i was bored and i wrote side coments about them. i made up this little character whitch si basicly a ball with a face who makes these remarks and it was fun! :) over all i got good teachers and stuff well see yay later!

I feel bad. i made people feel guilty with my last post ! TT.TT im so sorry! * hugs all of you* i love u all! i havent posted much so ill post more! you dont have to comment if u dont want too!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! just do it if u feel like it. ok!? bye bye then!

funkychibi

Creativity- Your inner power is Creativity! Any of The Arts-music, dance, pure art, drama, creative writing-are your passion. You love the way you can control what happens to you and your life while you participate in any of The Arts, and you can push your emotions aside when you do so. You at times can feel very depressed and alone, and yet it only further fuels your love for your art. Life to you can often seem bitter and cruel, a world of darkness with only a few tiny flares of light, stretched out far in between one another. In a way youre confused with what you want in your life, and find it hard to trust people. Because of this people of the outside world see you as cold and uncaring, yet those who befriend you love you a lot, and know you are only very lonely and hurting. Boys are intrigued by your mysterious mask, and one day, one of them will reach passed your barriers and care for you the way you so desperately want to be cared for. Dont let the popular people get you down; you are a wonderful person, and without the creativity you bring the world, it would be a very boring place. Love yourself for who you are, for you are very special.
Boy/Girl who will sweep you off your feet: A sweet, sensitive man/woman. The guy/girl who understands your need for being alone sometimes. Yet also someone who would do anything to protect you for being hurt, even if it means giving up their life.
Your stone: Jade
Your power: Dreaming/Imagination
Your element: Dream
A quote that applies to you: Dare to dream, dare to fly, dare to be the ever chosen one to touch the sky.

http://quizilla.com/users/caz15th/quizzes/What's%20your%20inner%20power%3F%20(Girls%20only%20sorry.%20Beautiful%20anime%20pictures%2C%20lengthy%20results)  this is the address, dont mind telling me what ya got?

1:im surious what do u think i look like in real life? i mena really what hair color and stuff? gad this is random

2: well we were playing elimination soccer today in pe and i accidently kick DAltin in the leg right on teh bone too! it was  a good kick but really acdcidental. HE now has a red mark adn it will most likly bruse. i giave him some corn chops as a sorry. he wanted my Sunny D but i would let him.. * hudles in corner* my sunny d and mine alone! *hiss*

bye bye 

well i have now got Lunarblue hocked on fruits basket!! haha fear my addictive skillz! ^^ she jsut finished number 1 and well it went like this..

me: hey how did u like fruits basket?

lunarblue: *crazed loook grabs my shoulders and shakes me!* GIVE ME THE NEXT ONE!! *.*

hehe she gets like that at times... ^_^;;

some reason why i am  happy are:

1: ITS RAINING!! YAY!!!
2:it be fall,my season do thus weather. and th air is crisp.

3: my sacastic additude si only getting more sarcastic! ^.-

4: jsut made home made short bread cookies all on my own!! ^^ my family loves em and my friends cant wait to have em. man i ve been cooking alot lately

5: im blogging what other reason do i need?

at last halloween is coming. the time of ghouls candy adn costumes! I hav3e figured out what i am going to do for halloween! im going to wair a kimono! It black with dragons ad pheniox's on it! with golden trim. *droo* my grandma's making it for me! cant wait!!

later.

It sickens me to no end when i hear of all the danm child rapers in this world. WHy?! why would you do that to a child, and inocent child!!! I was hearign about it on tv and it made my stomach turn, its so wrong... its so sicka youcant say it in any words. you take away the childs inocence it seems, they are damage mentaly and physicly.. their familys affected. I hope they catch all of them! No child deserves that.

wel i have a cold. Im not going to church today for there are to many old people that might get sick. :( My stomach feels really weird! >.<  during a ur home footballl game i walked around with out a coat on. ( for i love the rain) BUt next morning i was all stuffed up and junk! i wonder if ills tay home from school tomarrow??? well bybe bye

what happens when you met a girl who is allways happy. she never shows any other emotion at all. I have. Some times when im jogging ill pass her and she just.... sickly happy. Once when i was jogging she said

"oh yeah your mom's looking for you! ^________^" * turns out it was no big deal* SHe allways smiling adn never seems to be angry or sad at all! My mom said she was a pleasent girl but no kid can be like that all the time right? Or is she some kind of living angel?

ok u guyz haveto go to lunarblu 's blog! its neato! ok im done. in computers and bored. IMDOEN TYPEING BOOK REPORT!!

well i spied and here is how it went

 i was curled the libary chair. my book, My Thirteenth Winter, ( a great book) but i didint feel like reading at all.. Teacher were meadnerig in and going to a room conected to the libary. It was oviouslya techer meeting, last year they would kick you  out of the libary but this year since there was only me they didnt care or didnt notice. AS the meeting stated my princabal began with his usual pepppy voice saying how good every one has done! I soon loss interest in my book and decied it would be fun to spy. I grab my little note book ( i dont use barly at all) and sit not 4 feet fromwere there meeting. a wall seperates us but i can defiently hear. THey talk of our new agenda thing were you alwas have to have it! ( annoying policy) they some thing intersting

" Yeah, we can change the school rules if we all work together!" memers of approval soon follow. other things follow that arent to important.  A teacher got her identity stolen and ect. i  think i shall keep doing this! ^.- maybe i can find some fun stuff out!

ive been asked to post somepoetry so here is one.

Death/hope

THe world is sad tonight

the rain is pouring down

For an old man lays in bed

death lingers at his feet

the doctor shakes his head

the family weep

and pray that he's alive

the rain is pourig down

THe world is sad tonight

the rain is pouring down

a girl wishes to take her life

a knife poised at her wrist

a letter stained with tears

the rain is puring down

THe world is sad tonight

the rain is pouring down

a child lost at birth

mother weeps sorrow filled

the farther eclispe with misery

the rain is pouring down

***

THe world heals this morning

the rain no longer pours

an old man enters heavens gate

a gril is saved by grace

the babe is wraped in God's arms

the rain no longer pours

and there you have it! tell me what u think and give me the truth! i swear i can handle it! AND heres an extra bit!

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yep im going on a trip till monday! ^__^ Im going to Polman ( were the Cougar college is) we have friends over there. WEre going to my Grandma's tonight and leavbing there erly. TO Pollman it will be about 7 hours. I brought stuff to entertain myself of course! WEll i thought youa ll should know. Oh! and Pollamn also has a big book store called THE BOOKIE!!! im happy! WEll untill monday!

turkey day statled me to tell the truth. A week ago i was oblivious it was coming up! Well  heading to my grandma's tomarrow and returing on friday. It should be fun  as usaual there will be about 50 ppl there! wEll gotta go bye peopel! ^_^ 

Yes it is thanksgiving. AT my grandparents who finally got internt! wEll this year wont be as big of a feast as usual, the rest of my family is off with other realitives so we are going to have 13 people at the house this year ( its usual like 40! yes we ahve a very big family) Were going home friday night and we might go to Harry potter 4 tomarrow. ( hopfully its better then number 3!) Well im glad i dont have to wair a dress! ^-^ im wairing jeans and a sweater. Well all for now ppl. Have a great turkey day! :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :)

there a few of green day's ongs i do like and this is one of them!

Wake me up when september ends- Green Day

Summer has come and passed
The innocent can never last
wake me up when september ends

like my fathers come to pass
seven years has gone so fast
wake me up when september ends

here comes the rain again
falling from the stars
drenched in my pain again
becoming who we are

as my memory rests
but never forgets what I lost
wake me up when september ends

summer has come and passed
the innocent can never last
wake me up when september ends

ring out the bells again
like we did when spring began
wake me up when september ends

here comes the rain again
falling from the stars
drenched in my pain again
becoming who we are

as my memory rests
but never forgets what I lost
wake me up when september ends

Summer has come and passed
The innocent can never last
wake me up when september ends

like my father's come to pass
twenty years has gone so fast
wake me up when september ends
wake me up when september ends
wake me up when september ends

okay it went like this

I went into gym adn Mrs. Kaps ( pe teacher) wasnt there yet. and a big crowd of kids was huddled aroudn this spot. I went over and looked to see what looked liek blood. " Its just coffee!" Mrs.Kaps said as she came in. " It looks like the blood of a murdered child. " they alls tared at me weird. "WEll thats opptomistic!" SAdi thsi one girl i jsut laughed. its allways fu to freak ppl out

christmas tis coming. In 9 days we willb e stuffed with big dinners and get gifts from others. Peoplles hearts seemd less burdened and happiness seems to be spreading. ( thought: I should get to bed...) Me and soem friends are going to A CHristmas Carol tommarow and i cant wait! :3 lunarblu and brokenguitar gave me a gift at school too! It a wooden carvign of a raven!! ^.^ I was SO happy! I even hugged it. well thats all 4 now bye bye!

here comes christmas and heres what i have lined up

dec.22.05: Go to aunt & uncles 4 a day and celebrate a early x-mas.

dec.23.05: hopfully be lazy

dec.24.05: leave house at 10:00am to go to grandma's/ at 6:00pm go to candle light service at old church

dec.25.05: Celebrate christmas with dad side of the family ( big family)/ big gift exchange

THen at some point in teh next few days we visit my moms side of the family

Worries; WHAT THE HELL IS MY AUNT GOING TO GIVE ME?!?!?! ( as u see im worried ) the reason im worried is because while me & my mom were in walmart i asked. "Is aunt Janice's gift girly?" My mom paused. A silence fallowed. "ITs okay... Im sure you'll like it!" Thats when i got worried. "Oh and dont worry its not a color you dont like! ^.^" SHe said hurridly. "Its clothes isnt it Mom." I said flatly. HS ebasicly gives me clothes ALOT. SHe doesnt even know what i like!!!!! >< " Oh Brenna she just loves to shope 4 clothes 4 you! :)" If thsi was an anime I would have a big sweat drop on my head..... i just hope its not liek a dress or some thing.. *shiver*

YEAH!!! THANKS A BUNCH SUGARSUGAR!! I now have music on my blog!

all right here is what i got yesturday.

1: a ugly, preppy, sweater thing from my aunt adn uncle... but a really cool tank top from them as well!

2: a ok blue sweat from my cousins.... ill wair it over the sweater.

3: A really awsome bath kit from my other cousins!!! IT smells like apples!

 My brother got a hunk load of rock & roll cd's! HE GOT THE BACK IN BLACK CD!!!! ( ac/dc by the way) ill just have to steal it once in a while... mwuhahha! that be all

HAPPY CHRISTMAS EVE'S EVE!!

the all mighty count down: 2 day till christmas!

ok people im gonna be gone untill tuesday. Realatives to see, gift to receave, all taht jazz. Ill try to blog at my grandparents. OKAY if i dont get to go online there here is my holiday greeting to all of you sweet peopel out there! :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) *i cant believe its all ready christmas eve!*

 I doubt he will though...HANG IN THERE SANGO! Well i wish every one a Happy 2006 and good luck on ther resolution ( if they have any)

My resolutions

• Eat Healthier
• To always tape Inuyasha & FMA when it on ( i dont know if that coutns but oh well!
• excersize more
• be nicer to big brother
• TRY not to be so bad tempered at school *if thats even possible....?*

That woudl be it! im int he weirdest mood! We have sushi from last nights party i dont even want any!!!!! some thing must  be wrong with me. BYE BYE PPL!

A:who do u think is the best 7 sin's form FMA?

1) Wrath

2) Envy

3)Greed

4)Lust

5)Gluttony

6)Sloth

7)Pride

8) what the hell are you talking about?

B: Witch is the stupidist reality show?

1)Bachelor/Bachelorette

2) Blind date

3)SUrvivor

4) AMerican Idol

5)Big Brother

C:  Favorite favorite genre of food

1) chinese

2) Mexican

3) Japenese

4) German

5) Indian

6)AMerican

7) Italian

D: least favorite celebrity

1) PAris Hilton

2) AShless Simpson

3)Brad Pitt

4) Jesse McCartney

5) Tom Cruise

6) Lindsey Lohan

E: FAvorite anime

1) NAruto

2) FUllmetal ALchemist

3) Inuyasha

4) Cow boy Bebop

5) Ghost in a Shell

6) I hate anime

7) other

F: Favorite TV channel

1) Cartoon network

2) Life Time

3) animal planet

4) Discovery channel

5) I dont watch tv

6) COmedy Central

7) other

okay please tell me what you picked. just put A:1 or somthing like that. got commetns to them also put that on! ^.^

I was bored when I stumble apon these

 YAY FOR ENVY!

 This struck me as really runny

Or for taking over the world

anime...more addictive then crack...

following animes im addicted too

Inuyasha

Fullmetal Alchemist

Ghost in a shell

Samuri CHamploo

Cowboy Bebop

Evangelion

my mood: morbid

Yes  i have changed my blog derasticly....it takes a darker turn.i was in a drak mood. * listenign to Evanescence* well i hope u like it. give me ur opion please!

 oh! and heres an awsome song by Evanescence!

"Imaginary"

I linger in the doorway
Of alarm clock screaming
Monsters calling my name
Let me stay
Where the wind will whisper to me
Where the raindrops
As they’re falling tell a story

[Chorus:]
In my field of paper flowers
And candy clouds of lullaby
I lie inside myself for hours
And watch my purple sky fly over me

Don’t say I’m out of touch
With this rampant chaos- your reality
I know well what lies beyond my sleeping refuge
The nightmare I built my own world to escape

[Chorus]

Swallowed up in the sound of my screaming
Cannot cease for the fear of silent nights
Oh how I long for the deep sleep dreaming
The goddess of imaginary light

HURRAY! THIS IS NOW MY OFFICAL 1 YEAR ANIIVERSARY BEING ON MINDSAY!!!! *CHEERS* IM SO HAPPPY! Ive met some REALLY great ppl here and ill never forget you all! To my suprise ive stuck with it.... *remembers all her accounts of Neopets* whatever im jsut really happy! today was awsome for about 2 weeks I coulnt find CRANK ( yes it is a book and no im not addicted to drugs) annd it pissed me off. Then today Dalton comes up to me while he's leaving science and says "Oh Brenna I found your book CRANK, it was in teh libary. Ill give it to u in block." I was os freakin happy i wanted to give him a hug! BUt i thought better of it and told him that next tiem i have candy id give him some ( i also gave a big thank you). BUt he was really nice adn said he didnt want any candy. He can be nice..when he wants to. other times we are allways competeing against each other. Like in PE, Block, ect. But in prision ball we always get each other out. ......fine i have a small  crush on him...but that doesnt matter any way!! well see ya people! ^.^

it the truth, most humans bug me ( not any one on mindsay! you guys are cool)

its msotly jsut people in my life right now. TO judgmental, to arrogent, to curious for there own good. ALot of peopel think im stragne and i flipin care what they think but i wish soem adults would lay off! In youth group people were talkking abotu what a perfect palce was to them. Most of the kids talk of meadows full of horses, sunshine, and perfection. I raised my hand and said "My perfect palce would be in the rain reading a good book." Asilence followed. THE leaders raised there eyesbrows adn so did every body else. "WEll umm...woudnt the book get wet?" said one leader i coudl tell she was holding back a laugh. I shrugged adn said "Id have and umbrella." Ms. Josnson looked over at Mrs. Keizer who looked as if i was a freak. I recoiled at that. THere it was, the look that made me feel liek a freak. I hated it and wanted to go home and recoil into my room. BUt i stayed and listened to more of the "My perfect palce woudl full of horses" crap. SO what im different form all of those people. I say rats and bats are cute and peopel look all weirded out ( at least my mom does). In class some peopel probaly wonder why im so violent and gressive, but that because i want all teh freakin idiots jsut ot leave me the hell alone! OEn day i wore a ll black to schoolaand when i came out of my room  my mom faintly said  " your wairing all black.." Not to say im also so borbid, some time s i can really enregetic adn stuff but some times i jsut want to crawl away form teh world. To be able to enter my mind full if imagainry peopel adn palces. BUt i cant, so i msut fight. Fight with the world to make it through. I don t think it my time to curl up adn dissapear just yet...

Body: Guy: "Can we have sex right now?"
Girl: "Can we do what?"
Guy: "You know, can I be your first, finally?"
Girl: "Um.....no."
Guy: "Why?"
Girl: "Because, 1. you have a girlfriend, who happens to be my friend......."
Guy: "So, if you don't tell, I won' tell."
Girl: "Besides that, I'm waiting for someone special. Someone that I want to be with for the rest of my life to be my first."
Guy: "I'm not special to you?"
Girl: "You're my friend. That's all."
Guy: looks forward and keeps driving.

5 minutes pass.......

Guy: starts to run his hand up the girl's thigh.
Girl: moves his hand, "Don't touch me?"
Guy: tries to kiss her.
Girl: screams, "Would you stop."
Guy: continues trying.
Girl: moves to the back seat

Guy: parks on an abandoned street and gets in the backseat with the girl. Starts to kiss her.
Girl: pushes him off and scoots over, "Please, don't do this."
Guy: "Don't do what, I know you want it, I can see it in your eyes." Moves over to her and starts to unbutton her pants.
Girl: pushes him harder and says, "No, don't."
Guy: getting aggravated, punches her and tells her to stop "playing hard to get".
Girl: crying, continues to fight.
Guy: punches her harder, pulls her pants off, and holds her down.
Girl: screams as he penetrates her, "NO, please don't do this to me!"
Guy: puts his hand over her mouth.


An hour passes.........
Guy: pulls back and wipes himself off.
Girl: sits on the corner of the seat, sobbing.
Guy:
looks at her and says, "You better not tell anybody about this. If
you're really my friend, you won't tell anybody about this. You know I
love you." He reaches out his hand to touch her cheek.
Girl: pulls back, "Just take me home, now."
Guy: says, "Alright." Gets in the front seat and drives her home.


2 months later.........
Girl: "Doctor, what's wrong with me. I haven't had my time of the month in 2 months."
Doctor: looks at her, "You haven't been having your "time" for a reason."
Girl: looks at him and says, "Why?" dreading the answer that she was sure to receive.
Doctor: "You are pregnant."
Girl: faints.

The
story gets out that she is pregnant, and people start looking to the
Guy. He claims that it isn't his because she was sleeping with every
guy in the school(which was a lie). He goes to her and tells her, "I'm
telling you, if you lie to people and say that I raped you, I'll kill
you."

The Girl is completely devastated. First, he took her
virginity and got her pregnant....then he lied about it. So completely
depressed......the girl commits suicide by drug overdose.......

Girls, if this story touched you, repost it as "That's Fucked up"
Guys,if this story touched you, reost it as "Ill kill any Fucker who did this

yes, while int eh end of basket ball practice our school had a back out! IT was friggin awseome. My team heard screamign form teh lockers but we were all yellign "YEAH!" it was becasue of the wind and rain out side...i was SO happy...my favorite weathers thrown together to make one beutiful day, I think im gonna cry.

new blog look

gtg

love ya

sorry i havent been posting in a while. My Dad has been doing drap on the computer so i havent been able to use it. But im back! well yesturday we had an actualy lock down at our school! Some guy had robbed a bbnak not far off so the super intendant called for a lock down. I was in the computer lab so i went to the room next door were to rest of my class was and there we hudled. I sia da quik pray for my family then i was calm. Most kiods were excited about it, for nothign like this ever happens in our small little town. ANd guess what, THE GUY WAS 60!!! ( or was he 50...) any way what the hell is a 60/50 guy doing robbign a bank!!!

it was a strange day and most kids jsut wanted to eat! ( it cut into our lunch time... ><)

see ya ppl

note:blog under construction

god im going though another phase. Were you feel like nothing okay and that no one understands. My friends notice, at lunch 2 days ago i didnt talk but i looked grim. When we were dissmisted my friends went of to throw away trash and left for the libary. THey probaly looked for me but i hide in the books shelf. My santcuary. IT jsut been one of those weeks. I think it V-day that made me feel like this. I felt hallow, liek i was a souless body walking around. My parents dont notice. I dont show them. Once when i was feelign empty i wennt into my room and turned on Simple Plan in the dark. My brother came into to say it was dinner time and looked at em funny. When he left i heard him talkign to Mon and Dad "SHes lying in her room in the dark, dont you think thats strange?!"

On a lighter note i went to my very first ROCK & ROLL concert. AEROSMITH BABY!!!! with LEnny Kravits opening ( he was okay). Alot of drunk idiots roamed aroudn or danced to the songs with the arms dangling every were and sang off tune. I foudn it some what humarous. But my Mom adn me went down to buy Tee-shirts while Lenny K was playing and the stench of beer was every were. I felt like brafing betweent that and the smoking. ( its says not too but ppl just do it in the bathrooms) and there was some many ppl!!! i felt a liitle uncomfritable but i got over it. In the end i had a freakin blast! ^_^ but i had to miss my first B-ball game and my team was all "How coudl you leave us!?" they lost by 2 points in over time!!! Eloria says if i was there they probaly would have won. I jsut shrugged and stuck out my tounge. I arrived home from teh concert at 2 in the freakin morning!!!! 4 hours of sleep.....im hanging in there!

love ya ppl!!!

at last!!!! my blog is complete for its new look. ANd i finallly have a freakin new display pic!!! ^_______^ hurrah! oh, im at my grandparents till monday. see ya ppl!

love ya

rock songs i love!

"Ghost Rider" by Rush

Pack up all those phantoms
Shoulder that invisible load
Keep on riding North and West
Haunting that wilderness road
Like a ghost rider

Carry all those phantoms
Through bitter wind and stormy skies
From the desert to the mountain
From the lowest low to the highest high
Like a ghost rider

Keep on riding North and West
Then circle South and East
Show me beauty but there is no peace
For the ghost rider

Shadows on the road behind
Shadows on the road ahead
Nothing can stop you now

There's a shadow on the road behind
There's a shadow on the road ahead
Nothing can stop you now

Sunrise in the mirror
Lightens that invisible load
Riding on a nameless quest
Haunting that wilderness road
Like a ghost rider

Just an escape artist
Racing against the night
A wandering hermit
Racing toward the light

From the white sands
To the canyon lands
To the redwood stands
To the barren lands

Sunrise on the road behind
Sunset on the road ahead
There's nothing to stop you now
Nothing can stop you now


" Angel" by Aerosmith

I'm alone
Yeah, I don't know if I can face the night
I'm in tears and the cryin' that I do is for you
I want your love - Let's break the walls between us
Don't make it tough - I'll put away my pride
Enough's enough I've suffered and I've seen the light

[Chorus:]
Baby
You're my angel
Come and save me tonight
You're my angel
Come and make it all right

Don't know what I'm gonna do
About this feeling inside
Yes it's true - Loneliness took me for a ride
Without your love - I'm nothing but a begger
Without your love - a dog without a bone
What can I do I'm sleeping in this bed alone

[Chorus]
Come and save me tonight

You're the reason I live
You're the reason I die
You're the reason I give
When I break down and cry
Don't need no reason why

Baby , Baby
[Chorus]

You're my angel
Come and save me tonight
you're my angel
Come and take me allright
Come and save me tonight,
Come and save me tonight,
Come and save me tonight,
Come and save me tonight,
Come and save me tonight

yes, monday 1: 15pm i shall be off to forks. ( a 2 hour drive from our sequim) when there we will kick butt when playing the Forks JV. fools... then after we are done we are on our back. ariving at around 8:30-9:00pm. Our couch told us to bring, music, food, adn a blankie to entertain ourselves with. God im gonna be tired, im a girl who needs her sleep. But it will be my first game, i missed the other due to the rock concert! my team was all "we lost! what if you made the last point and we won?" then our other was cancled so here we are! I bring my newest book A GREAT AND TERRIBLE BEAUTY 

happiness! Fullmetal Alchemist, Ghost in the Shell, Neongenius Evangelion, adn Cowboy bebop are on tonighit...must tape. Naruto was awsome as usual!

love ya ppl!

yeah i was bored adn serfed the internet for somthing to blog napp. and thus through my searching i foudn this drawing by Crab Scrambly

hehe, Crab Scrambly is awsome!

all for now! love ya ppl

i have bloggnapped this...heh

well nothing much to ramble abotu latly. On www.quizilla.com i have tried and failed many stories. BUt I think ive finally got one. Yeah, its kina creepy. Well not really in the begining though. Whatever! just follow teh magical link to it and tell how it is please! HONESTY IFYOU WILL! here it is

"We fear whitch we cannot see."

Why does mankind nowadays dissmiss the idea of magical creature? Why cant we except them? how do we know they arent just watchign are pathetic lives from a hidden place. Humans...so pathectic. What if humans arent dominent! they could be somethign beyound our minds out there. But yet humans are ignorent things. No searching outside out there little boxed mind. Can only children see the magic of this world? They can see the magic adn wonder, they dont care if its not logical. All they know is that they can belieave. But the magic dies as they become older, people tell them that these things do not exist. Its sad...but its true.

okay heres a poll

how many of you do not dismiss the idea of magical beings?

or who just flat out doesnt belieave?

Well today was awsome! Yesturday we had a game  ( we lost but no by too much) and i played my heart out. When i get on the court i get really agressive and im good at defence! So today we usual sit ina circle at practice and we each say what we did well adn who we think should get the player of the game award. So we went aroudn and people mostly said Maddie or Kim. So the coach said " Well in the game ive never sen Boo ( my nickname) play  so hard. So was really agressive adn when the ball wa sopen she was on it! She got reboudns and played great. So our Play of the Game award goes to Brenna." she then passed me the little things we get if we get Play of the Game. Its pink and rubbery, kinda like an octopus. WE keep it untill next game then we bring it back. I was happy, ive never gotten any thing like this ever! last year kids made fun of me in PE. WELL HOW DO YOU LIKE ME NOW!!!!??? mwuhahahhahaha!

love ya people ^.-

WEll, I was runnign down the hall to call my mom to tell her i had a b-ball game ( we lost but it was close!><) So there was this group of guys up ahead and just as luck would have my shirt unbuttoned just enough to show the world my bra! I stopped adn grabbed my shirt. THank god they didnt see!!!!

next topic: WEll latly ive been having this stress attacks. I will get a pressuring head ache, my whole body will become exasuted too! I think my emotional tired, too much f**** drama! To many girl fights, its too much. My Dad ( hes a coach) was giving my a neck rub and said " Heck girl, your really tense!" So yeah, if something stresses me i go all tense. I cant take it any more! Its almost like the only place where there isnt stress is with my guy friends. Maybe i shoudl take up meditating? HELP  ME!!! ...please...

Short little update dont have much time. In history day i got through to Reginals with my poster of the Fall or the Bastille ( an early stage of the French Revolution). Its gonna be hard cause alot of ppl are doing posters but not many are doing the French Revolution. ;) SO im finishing up that project and hopfuly ill be off to State!

wish me luck ( going tomarrow)

ps: blog under construstion

feh nothing much goin on. my blog is set!!! FEAR ITS AWSOMENESS! ok...im done. But yeah i had fun at reginals and crap, didnt go to state though. OH WELL! any way thought i woudl say hi and update.

love ya ppl! ^.^

alright im wondering if this is not right for some one of 13 to do. I got these plushies of Sasuke, Neji, Kiba, ( from Naruto) and a plushie of Kyo ( from Samuari Deeper Kyo). I keep them on my bed and alternate nights i sleep with them. I even talk to them. I havent done this in like years! Is it bad or unatural? Or if there other like me please tell me so so i know im not going off the deep end!

that be all love ya ppl!

we had a gradge sale! finally i can sell off all my crap! Well today i made about 25$ today and were doing it again tomarrow. I never saw anything like 10minutes before a gradge sale  opens! People had lined up their cars and i swear if we waited another 5 minutes they would have climbed over the gate and go rabbid! kinda scary 0.o....any way we sold alot and we also sold cookies and coffe and those went like mad!!! 0_0 people get kinda crazy at gradge sales...

well thats all for now!

love ya ppl

and GAARA ROCKS MY SOCKS!!!

that is all....

Yeah im sicky today. not throwing up or anything i just feel like crap. and since i ahve nothign better to do im going to give you the first  page of Samurai Deeper Kyo! ::why? because im bored!::

terribly sorry ppl! I was at my grandparents this Easter and their internet was working!!! >.<thus it angered me! any way we had an Easter egg hunt ( my family hides money in easter eggs) and i got 12.15$!!!! XD

any way HAPPY BELATED EASTER EVERY ONE!!!!!

yeah i know what ya'll thinking. I dont write that often. BUT I SHALL!

my brain has been befuddled latly. so i have one thing to say " Moof" random yes...fear it.

not much to ramble on about. To tired.

LOVE YA PPL!

-funkychibi

for some reason my blog has a  Itachi and Homunculi style! IT IS AWSOME! mwuhahahhaha...ok that was random...any way...what do you anime lovers out there like better? Itachi or Homunculi? RANDOM ITACHI PICTURE OF DOOM!

ps: I am currently downloading LimeWire! FREE MUSIC HAZZUH!

allright this all happened on friday! TRUE STORY!

what was going on: Two boys Dilllian and Mathew had stolen my friends Sam's lipgloss. They were all chasing each other aroudn the play ground, i found it all annoying personaly. THe girls werent having much luck getting  back the lip gloss so i stepped in. Dillian now had the lip gloss and was rolling on teh ground. I put my foot on his back.

me: Give back the lip gloss Dillian!

Dillian: GET OFF ME! ( he pride is currently hurt)

me: give back the lip gloss

Dilllian:GET OFF ME!!

me: *sigh* just give back the lip gloss

Dillian: GET YOUR FOOT OFF MY BACK!

Matthew: *comes out of no where* Brenna ( to those who dont know that my real name) i will tackle you if you dont get your foot off his back!

me: *saracasim* wow im scared

Matthew: *not saracasum* I BET YOU ARE!

me: (thinking: the stupidity is amazing)

Dillian: GET OFF ME!!!

me: *seeing that this is getting absoulutly no where i take my foot off Dillian. He then runs over to Matthew and they both glare at me and whisper stuff*

Matthew: WE COULD FILE HARRASMENT!

me: wow your gonna file harrasment on a girl? thats manly of you.

Eloria: ( my buddy) Brenna how many times have ppl threatened to file for harrasment on you?

me: oh just about 2 times. ( mattew and DIllian tried to file harrasment on me before lol)

THey ended up not filing. But they REALLY dont like me, oh well u cant stand them back. They are both noted as " hot" or "heart throbs" by other girls. I think they're just perverted adn are morons. Whatever all in a days work.

See ya later ppl. Love ya! ^^

i thought this song kinda fit me. Except im not a guy :P. I first heard this song when it went with a Kiba ( character from NAruto) AMV. SO here is the lyrics! XD

ps: i have a cold. my nose is all stuffed up!!!!!

"I'm Still Here"

I am a question to the world,
Not an answer to be heard.
All a moment that's held in your arms.
And what do you think you'd ever say?
I won't listen anyway…
You don't know me,
And I’ll never be what you want me to be.

And what do you think you'd understand?
I'm a boy, no, I'm a man..
You can take me and throw me away.
And how can you learn what's never shown?
Yeah, you stand here on your own.
They don't know me 'cause I'm not here.

And I want a moment to be real,
Wanna touch things I don't feel,
Wanna hold on and feel I belong.
And how can the world want me to change,
They’re the ones that stay the same.
The don’t know me,
'Cause I’m not here.

And you see the things they never see
All you wanted, I could be
Now you know me, and I'm not afraid
And I wanna tell you who I am
Can you help me be a man?
They can't break me
As long as I know who I am

And I want a moment to be real,
Wanna touch things I don't feel,
Wanna hold on and feel I belong.
And how can the world want me to change,
They’re the ones that stay the same.
They can’t see me,
But I’m still here.

They can’t tell me who to be,
‘Cause I’m not what they see.
And the world is still sleepin’,
While I keep on dreamin’ for me.
And their words are just whispers
And lies that I’ll never believe.

And I want a moment to be real,
Wanna touch things I don't feel,
Wanna hold on and feel I belong.
And how can they say I never change
They’re the ones that stay the same.
I’m the one now,
‘Cause I’m still here.

I’m the one,
‘Cause I’m still here.
I’m still here.
I’m still here.
I’m still here.

well we went on this feild trip Tuesday to these different parks to learn about water and conservation ( kinda weird). BUt on the bus i sat with soem of me my friends and stuff. Now before the bus took off my seat was all fine and good...then THE PREPS CAME!!!  * lighting & thunder* the other bus was full so they came on this one and jsut had to sit in front of me. -_- During the trip they spraying perfume and i got pissed adn so did Brianna who sat with me ( known druggy in our school, messed up home life, but she is actualy nice if ur on her good side) Then they sang THE WHEELS ON THE BUS!!!!! 0_0 that was the last stray! I told them

" Ya know every time you sing an inocent person dies!" The prep Ashley looked at me as if i was white trash and said with her nose in the air " You think your SO cool but your not!" So I put the eraser of my pencil in my  mouth, gave her a big grin and said " Nope I known I'm not! Im weird deal with it!" she turned aroudn without a comback! XD MWUHAHAHAHHHAHA! it was fun! ^^

all for now see ya ppl

not much is happening lately!

new blog look!

ran across new show call Eureka 7. Thinks its on at midnight on Saturdays. XD IT ROCKS. A sweet mecha show!

love ya ppl! ^.^

please tell me what ya think of the blog look

Yes i now have a fan boy. He's in my grade and comes up to a little below my shoulder. ( really short) He does random stuff for me without me even asking. such as

-puts away my garbage at lunch

-got my clay in art

-gave me a snack from snakc bar

-if any one says anything bad about me he always tells me

he also loves sitting were I do. Like in art he always sits with me, he also some times sits at lunch with me. When he saw me at the carnival he begged me to go on bumper cars with him, I had to leave in 5 minutes so i declined. When I was sick my friend Miranda said that he told/asked her

( day one of my absence)

"wheres Brenna? :("

(day 2)

" Shes not here! I miss her..."

HE's a nice kid and stuff (he got a freakin treat 4 cryin out loud) but i hope he doesnt think that we are going to start a "relationship" or anything... he's not exactly some one i would go out with! ( i dont date anyway) so I geuss i will leave things as they are. I know this sounds really self centered but really am i suppose to give all this up? *points to list above* im not being mean or anything by acting like this could actualy go anywhere. SO yeah i now have a fanboy thats actualy my age! @.@ ( most of the old ones where like little kids). My mom finds it cute...so momish. My dad doesnt mind those kinds of boys doign stuff for me ( probaly because he knows i can kick his butt for im 2 feet taller then him.)

ps: Im sick...AGAIN!!!!!! God last week i was out for 2 days and thought it was all good. Then i woke up this morning feeling crappy. So i went to the bathroom and i THREW UP!!!! I hate being sick! >_< My mom called the school that i was going to out today and aparently this has happening alot: kids get sick for a little and then feel all better. Then a few days later it comes back WITH A VENGANCE!!!!  curse you sickness! thats all...

Im now on the awsome website www.Allpoetry.com! There i post my poems ( duh!). My pen name os Crystal-Memory. I wonder if you can search for authors...most likely! So search for me or browse the cite of ya got time.

ps: We are most liekly going to Mexican food tonight, me and my mom!

pss: I have to sing choir for the high school play. WE all sing in the balcany ( most likely spelled that wrong)

since i am bored adn have nothing better to do i am posting Chibi pictures from games and anime! XD FEAR WHAT HAPPENS WHEN IM BORED! mwuhahaa...err here are the pics

Kakashi gone wild!!! XD

 chibi fun!!! ^.^

 This will only make sense if you've seen the FMA movie!

 Riza Hawkeye and Roy Mustang!

Rikku-chan!

 the whole Inuyasha gang! ^^

he looks like he was put in time out! XD

me like!

when i was little i though Sailor Saturn was THE coolest thing

 Magic Knight Rayeath gals!

RANMA 1/2!!!

Neon Genisis Evangelion!

Yomiko from R.O.D

and finally

Dark from D.N angel!

hope you enjoyed! now im off to bed. Love ya mindsay and good night!

sleepy!!! NEED MORE SLEEEP!!!! So sorry i couldnt post. Been so busy! @.@ League for track is coming up Wensday...need to practice! I do shotput and diskus! ( hope i spelled that right...)

I was at my grandparents for Memorial Day, I saw Over the Hedge. Cute but seriously predictable! I cant stand movies that are that predictable. I got some new manga:

*Anima vol.1 [ 5 outta 5 I LOVED IT!!]

*Gunslinger Girl vol. 1 [ 5 outta 5. That has a seriously interesting plot line!]

*Peace Maker vol. 1 [ 4.5 outta 5. Very nice! Im a huge fan of samuari viloence.]

My friend Cullyn went with me and she got Absolute Boyfriend. Funny very funny but not my favorite. I LOVE SAMUARI ( or gun) VIOLENCE!!!XD no huge drama stuff... In short i had fun! ^.^ But due to crap in school i was seriously tired the WHOLE time. Even if i took a nape! >_< 

any way i hope you guys had a awsome week end! love ya ppl!

ps: I love my new blog look! I HEART FF7 advent children!!!! ^.^

Friday Alright we had our end of shcool year dance! The attir was "Casualy dressy" some girls wore dresses I wore a chinese skirt! :) No one in school has ever seen me in a skirt so it was fun to freak em out! I actualy danced at this dance too. Me and of bunch of my friends just danced it WAS SO fun! my friend Jake said he need a camera becuase i was wairing a skirt and i was dancing! lol XD They also had a big DDR game going. 1on 1! My friends Kayla and Jessica and me were like the only ones who owned it so we rocked the house!!!  So my buddy Jake is in love with our friend Sam so during the Snow ball dance. ( guys pick girls) we kept screamign at him to pick her. Finally he did! MISSON ACOMPLISHED!!!

So later we were all dancing and having fun when my favorite slow dance song came on! ( forgot name srry) Then Same popped up and said to me and Jake " You too should dance!" I looked at him and said " I dont care if you dont." he shrugged so we slow danced. Weird my first slow dance was with one of my best friends. We talked like the whole time, totaly not serious about it! I had to leave 10 minutes early 4 baby sitting. So when the slow dance ended my other friend James pops in and says " Yo Brenna your mom is here." he then smirked " and she knows you've been dancing!"  ,Jake looked scared but i laughed and assured him my mom wouldnt care. Which she didnt! she thought it was cool. SO that was my Friday!

Saturday.

My family, werewolfan and her mom, adn a few others went to see Les Misrables ( broadway show) in Seattle. It was awome. I already knew the play and the music so I had a blast! ^.^ We cried , wanted revenge on those who killed our favorite characters, and just had a good time. Afterward we ate at the Elephant & Castle. Yummy CEasar Salad! :D I wanted to get some thing from the street fair going on but it was closed, I was sad! >.< but on the way home as we passed through SilverDale we stopped at Barnes & Noble!!!

I got the following Manga

Naruto 4

Naruto 10

Peacemaker 2

& Dramacon 1 ( great new manga!)

SO today i plan to relax! Love ya ppls! 

yep this Sunday im off to go to my Aunts Dad funeral. My mom says I did met him but I dont remember at all. SO it will akward for sure. Every one around me will be crying and i dont even remember the man's face! -__-; its gonna be weird. My brother is currently off working so I have the computer all to my self! ^.^ Not much to say else wise.

love ya pll!

peace out

yep this Sunday im off to go to my Aunts Dad funeral. My mom says I did met him but I dont remember at all. SO it will akward for sure. Every one around me will be crying and i dont even remember the man's face! -__-; its gonna be weird. My brother is currently off working so I have the computer all to my self! ^.^ Not much to say else wise.

love ya pll!

peace out

yeah we went. We say alot of relatives I havent seen ( or ever met) in years! >< I got lots of hugs and " I remeber when you were only to my knee!". I just smile and say " great to see u too."

So the whole thing startes. The pastor was cool, he was laid back and didnt make the whole thing grim and sad. The family of Bill ( guy who died) was 2 rows ahead of me. They were all crying and misrable. I can feel for em. I sat in the front row on my grandma's funeral, kinda weird. But as the preacher spoke the more I got oddly attached to Bill. I wished I got to really know him. THis is all the information I got abotu him from the speach.

* He life as a kid was horrible. My mom said that his dad was an alcholic and beat him.

* HE had a great sense a humor

* even though he had a bad life he made sure his family never lived like he did

* helped many men

* worked on the rail road

* was in the navy! ( that will make werewolfan happy XD)

Then the preacher said some thing that made my heart throb. " When Bill was only a few days from death I hear him say ' lord if i do not wake take my soul to keep'" I lost it. Tears streamed from my eyes for this man i didnt know. My heart longed for him to be living so I could meet him. So the serice ended and teh reception came. The food was YUMMY! I ate and ate ( hey, i was REALLY hungry). In all I had an odd good time. When we left I felt sad yet happy. Well that be all I can really say about the whole affair. Peace out!

nothing going on, just kind blah

Evanescence look for my awsome bloggy

love ya mindsay and good night

( i'd call that a super quick not explainitve update! ^.^)

yes as this summer has come apon us play time rolls around. In this year of SUmmer Theatre Workshop we are doing Anniee. not the best play but oh well i need some thing to do!

Im trying out for

Ms. Hannagin

Grace

and Pepper ( orphan chick)

 im surround by a few kids my age and then many MANY small ones!Werewolfan is in it too! so it should be fun. lets jsut hope it doesnt have super long practices though. i get bored easily -_- 

I love my new blog look. Its so kawaii!! X3

untill next time

love ya mindsay

byebye

Bands that bug me are:

Fallout Boy

hawthorne heights

Blink 182

& HIM

If you dont like it and start to go on a huge rant

BITE ME!

In truth i have no idea why i posted this. boredom sprouts many things. My parents are now on there way from from Victoria ( celebrating anniversary), my brother is at a friends house ( his b-day celebration is tommarrow. Air soft war) so that me alone which i have been since around 2:20am. My grandparents were apparently gonna show up at some point but it is ow 6:26 so I have kinda lost hope. But I'm ok, I can cook and being home alone doesnt bother me one bit. well that be all

love ya mindsay

over and out!

point 1 of today's postage: Will ppl stop breaking out in arguments on my blog! ITS FILLING UP MY REPLY POST!!!!! so please make nice.

point 2: ME HAPPY!!!! My Dad, Mom, and I all went to the mall cause i need new clothes ( nothing fits me any more T.T) We ended up getting all my stuff from Hot Topic. THEY HAD A SALE!!!!! ^.^ So every thing i got was black. I also bought myself the following items

1: And Edward Elric fleece blanket ( only 11$! :D)

2: A dark blue fairy poster thing. Kinda gothic

3: A Oggie Boogie ( from Tim Burton's Nightmare Christmas) journal! IT ROCKS MY SOCKS!

4: A Edward Scissor  Hands photoalbum XD

5: A wrist sweatband ( i hope u know what im talking about) That says " I Heart Pirates" But instead of the heart there is a skull and cross bones!

6: A wrist sweatband thing that says " I love Anime" but has the kanji for love instead of the word.

I was VERY happy!

point 3: We had to go to my Aunt and Uncle's. -__- For those who have read some of my OLD entries you might remember I hate seeing my Aunt and Uncle. So yet again i had a not so  great time. Here are some conversations between us.

Aunt: " Brenna are you thirsty? We have some pop. Pepsi, Cola, Diet Cola, Orange, & Mountain Dew!"

" No Im fine."

" Oh....* strange look towards me* ok"

~Not 5 minutes later

Uncle: " Now Brenna are you thirsty?"

" No I'm fine."

" * totaly ignores me* We have Pepsi, Cola, Diet Cola....* about to list all the pop.*"

" I DONT really LIKE pop." *trying to keep sanity*

" Oh. Well thats to bad."

~ There are chips and salsa out. Im spacig off and kinda rummaging through the chip bad~

Uncle: " BRENNA! There is NO NEED to do that!" * stops my hand*

" ....!" * trying so hard not say " WHAT THE HELL IS YOUR PROBLEM?!"*

~ I come into the room to find my mom drinking some thing that looks good~

" Whatcha drinking?"

" You cant have this! Its a margerita. You can ask Aunt JAnice for a non alcholic one."

Aunt: ( has over heard us) " No! We wouldnt want to waste it now would we? * plastered smile*"

~ And last but not least~

I was hadning my aunt my bowl that had salad in it. As she took it she caught me hand and examined my nails.

Aunt " OH Brenna! What is that color :)?"

" ITs black." * recently i have starting painting my nails black when i feel like it*

" 0.0 Oh.... so they ARE black...." ( looks at me strangly)

 I HATE IT THERE!!!!! >________________________________________________________<

just a wonder for girl out there

Question: What do you think of Shounen-Ai

and for those of u who dont know what shounen-ai is.

Answer: Its means Boys Love

I saw the secound Pirates of the Carribbean movie! I was inspired to research Yo HO HO and a bottle of rum lyrics! So here it is! ^.^

1. Fifteen men on a dead man's chest
Yo ho ho and a bottle of rum
Drink and the devil had done for the rest
Yo ho ho and a bottle of rum.
The mate was fixed by the bosun's pike
The bosun brained with a marlinspike
And cookey's throat was marked belike
It had been gripped by fingers ten;
And there they lay, all good dead men
Like break o'day in a boozing ken
Yo ho ho and a bottle of rum.

2. Fifteen men of the whole ship's list
Yo ho ho and a bottle of rum!
Dead and be damned and the rest gone whist!
Yo ho ho and a bottle of rum!
The skipper lay with his nob in gore
Where the scullion's axe his cheek had shore
And the scullion he was stabbed times four
And there they lay, and the soggy skies
Dripped down in up-staring eyes
In murk sunset and foul sunrise
Yo ho ho and a bottle of rum.

3. Fifteen men of 'em stiff and stark
Yo ho ho and a bottle of rum!
Ten of the crew had the murder mark!
Yo ho ho and a bottle of rum!
Twas a cutlass swipe or an ounce of lead
Or a yawing hole in a battered head
And the scuppers' glut with a rotting red
And there they lay, aye, damn my eyes
Looking up at paradise
All souls bound just contrawise
Yo ho ho and a bottle of rum.

4. Fifteen men of 'em good and true
Yo ho ho and a bottle of rum!
Ev'ry man jack could ha' sailed with Old Pew,
Yo ho ho and a bottle of rum!
There was chest on chest of Spanish gold
With a ton of plate in the middle hold
And the cabins riot of stuff untold,
And they lay there that took the plum
With sightless glare and their lips struck dumb
While we shared all by the rule of thumb,
Yo ho ho and a bottle of rum!

5. More was seen through a sternlight screen
Yo ho ho and a bottle of rum
Chartings undoubt where a woman had been
Yo ho ho and a bottle of rum.
'Twas a flimsy shift on a bunker cot
With a dirk slit sheer through the bosom spot
And the lace stiff dry in a purplish blot
Oh was she wench or some shudderin' maid
That dared the knife and took the blade
By God! she had stuff for a plucky jade
Yo ho ho and a bottle of rum.

6. Fifteen men on a dead man's chest
Yo ho ho and a bottle of rum
Drink and the devil had done for the rest
Yo ho ho and a bottle of rum.
We wrapped 'em all in a mains'l tight
With twice ten turns of a hawser's bight
And we heaved 'em over and out of sight,
With a Yo-Heave-Ho! and a fare-you-well
And a sudden plunge in the sullen swell
Ten fathoms deep on the road to hell,
Yo ho ho and a bottle of rum!

here are some great things they say XD

Mike ( brothers friends)

" Homophobia is so gay"

Steven ( My brother)

" Its easy to fit in when you go to France! Just put  your hands up and say " I surrendor"

Convo between Eloria and Kayla

Kayla: Eloria dont try to understand things!

Eloria: * is eating tangerine* I understand the tangerine! And all its cousins; the orange, the mango, ect!

me: rofl

Jill ( aka Werewolfan)

" Brenna at your wedding instead of rice im throwing cabbages!"

Cameron ( brothers friend)

" My type of women is hot and has a sword!"

thats it for now! hope u liked it

yepy yep! Here i am return to my mother land MINDSAY!! w00t w00t

i think i was gonna go insane if i camped any longer. I was missin my bed and home * tear* and my interenet and my blogging friends!!! ^_^

So just to get back in the jist of things I will now do a semi rant! :D

There a few down sides to being a fan of anime. ONe is the ppl who for some reason HATE anime

Alright, I  might be having a conversation with some about anime one or reading a manga and some one HAS to come up and start saying how they HATE anime. They go on and on about how it is stupid and retarded and that the animation is crack. But my response: you people can your own opinions! I dont care! Im  not some control freak that beat the crap out of you if you dont like anime! Every who says they dont like expect me to start screaming at them or some crap like that. So to those who diss like anime and feel like they must share it with the world. I DONT CARE!

that be all! :) I missed you all alot!

love, funkychibi

alrighty here my problem. On my msn messanger there was a pop up of this person who wanted to be added. I added them and foudn that they speak very little english.-_-;; through some trouble i figured out the following the info about them

name: maaike

gender: girl

from: nederlands ( thats what she told me)

here a bit of what she said:

yep on wendsay afternoon i will be off to FAIR!!! Its the fair in Port Angeles and every year its a blast! (^_^) I'll be there untill Sunday so i wont be able to post sorry. * tear* i will miss you all!!! * huggles you all* But fair shoudl be tons of fun! I''m in 4-H rabbitry project so most of the time I'll be in the Bunny barn :3 If your in the area come! Its a awsome fair with yummy food and good rides!

I also posted art! ITs rocks all!!!! :D

So that be it for now! ANd here is a funny comic for your ppl's enjoyment!

I know you all missed me terribly! But fear not, never would i leave you for long! ^_^ So what is up homies?! Anything new in yer life? Do tell me cause right now I'm bored...^.^;

Well my brother introduced me to a old metal band Iron Maiden! THEY PWN ALL!!! I swear i will turn into a Metal Head at any moment. >.> <.< I do LOVE Black Sabbath! :D He got the CD Peice Of Mind. Its really good and I highly recommend it! Its like lately all the crap I used to listen is getting blown outta my ass! THank you old metal/rock&roll/punk for making me see the light! HUZZAH! Drinks all around!

ANyway post more l8ter! Love ya and good night

this to all the Paris Hilton's out there! If ya dont like it PISS OFF

"Stupid Girls"

Aha, aha

Stupid girl, stupid girls, stupid girls

Maybe if I act like that, that guy will call me back
Porno Paparazzi girl, I don't wanna be a stupid girl

Go to Fred Segal, you'll find them there
Laughing loud so all the little people stare
Looking for a daddy to pay for the champagne
(Drop a name)
What happened to the dreams of a girl president
She's dancing in the video next to 50 Cent
They travel in packs of two or three
With their itsy bitsy doggies and their teeny-weeny tees
Where, oh where, have the smart people gone?
Oh where, oh where could they be?

Maybe if I act like that, that guy will call me back
Porno Paparazzi girl, I don't wanna be a stupid girl
Baby if I act like that, flipping my blond hair back
Push up my bra like that, I don't wanna be a stupid girl

(Break it down now)
Disease's growing, it's epidemic
I'm scared that there ain't a cure
The world believes it and I'm going crazy
I cannot take any more
I'm so glad that I'll never fit in
That will never be me
Outcasts and girls with ambition
That's what I wanna see
(Come on)
Disasters all around
World despaired
Your only concern
Will they fuck up my hair

Maybe if I act like that (do like this), that guy will call me back
Porno Paparazzi girl, I don't wanna be a stupid girl
Baby if I act like that (Oh, Oh-Oh, Do you think?), flipping my blond hair back (Do you think?)
Push up my bra like that, I don't wanna be a stupid girl (Yeah, yeah)

(Do ya think? Do ya think? Do ya think?)
(I like this, like this, like this)
Pretty will you fuck me girl, silly I'm so lucky girl
Pull my head and suck it girl, stupid girl!
Pretty would you fuck me girl, silly I'm so lucky girl
Pull my head and suck it girl, stupid girl!

(Baby) Baby if I act like that, flipping my blond hair back
(Baby if I) Push up my bra like that, stupid girl!

Maybe if I act like that (maybe if I act like that), that guy will call me back (that guy will call me back)
Porno Paparazzi girl (Porno Paparazzi girl), I don't wanna be a stupid girl (stupid girl)
Baby if I act like that (maybe if I act like that), flipping my blond hair back (flipping my blond hair back)
Push up my bra like that (push up my bra like that), I don't wanna be a stupid girl (stupid girl)

["stupid girl" throughout:]
Baby if I act like that, flipping my blond hair back
Push up my bra like that,
Stupid girl
Stupid girl

that songs says alot of stuff that is true!

Your alchemist name would be? the blood alchemist

You element would be? controling blood

Military? yes[x] no[ ]

automail? yes[] no[ x]

if yes. where? NA

_________________________________________________________________________

whitch charater is most likely to...

fall in love with you? Roy

hate you? Pride

want to kill you? Pride

actually kill you? Sloth

want to date you? Jean & Roy

actually date you? Al (only if I'm lucky)

For many years Steve Erwin has had been in the spot light for Animal Planet. His show ,Steve Erwin Crocadile Hunter, was one of the most known things on TV. His show aired on Animal Planet and he was basicaly their cash cow. He even had a movie!

We have seen Steve handle snakes by the tail, feed crocadiles, and handle other highly dangerous animals. But our Animal Planet icon has died.

He was shooting a documentary off the Great Barrier Reaf in Austrailia when he was "attacked" by a sting ray.Stringrays have a barb that comes out of their tail to protect themselves from ememies, when Steve came " too close" to the animal the stringray peirced  one it barbs into Mr. Erwins heart.

Steve Erwin was 44.

But im my opinion there is some thing wrong with this picture. ( I did do my research) A stringray only uses its barbs for DEFENSE, never to attack. So wouldnt this stringray have to have felt threatened by Erwin in the first place! Some one who is a animal expert should know to stay a safe distance from the animal in the first place!

Steve Erwin was also not in favor in 2004 when he fed a penned crocodile while holding his baby son. He claims he had control of the baby and the animal, but we must remember that these are ANIMALS. Its not like you can have complete control of the crocodile. What would have stopped it from taking a snap at the baby?

In my opinion i belieave that Mr.Erwin was too cocky and too trusting. He was cocky enough to think that the animal wouldnt attack him.

When I heard the news the first thing that popped into my head was " I'm surprised it didnt happen sooner."

I know i sound rude and uncaring but this is really what i think on the matter.

Thanks for reading :D

funkychibi

not much going on today. My friend Kayla is gonna let me barrow the first Devil May Cry game so that will be fun. ^__^ Not much to post on so this is probaly very boring to you. FORGIVE ME! T_T and if anyone has any game recommendations please let me know!

love ya

( not meant to be a poem)

how come i feel like this

That i can tell this boy anything and everything

Things i havent been able to tell anyone

I shouldnt feel like this! >_<

My heart has betrayed me at last

It couldnt be love....

or could it

who knows

but its weird

can some one of middle school age fall in love?

For all my life i was told it couldnt be done. That some one could only have a crush. But can some one REALLY fall in love around that age? Or can it only be a crush? Just a question. Answer if you have an idea

love ya

funkychibi

nothing much going on right now. Just kinda bored. Rocking out to Black Sabbath right now, SOng: War Pigs. My favorite Sabbath song. ^^ My brother is now turning me into a old school metal head ^^;

Im going to make cookies for my buddies at school. Half the patch will be chocolate chip and the other shall be coconut! I had to make coconut or else my friend Jake would riot...he loves my cooking alot.  

well g2g

love ya'll!

no real reason for posting today. Nothing is happening. I actually want Monday to come so i see my friends again! >_< i miss them *tear*

So today i will do something completely random! Yesh! Nothing new there!

But alright lets see how many hugs and kisses i can get from you lovely ppl.

You gave me both or one of em i dont really care.

Love you all! :3

notice: Jill, if you are reading this i suggest you are sitting down and are not holding/drinking/eating anything. ^^; you will find out why shortly

Alright ppl it is happened. I have gone against my own policy. Many times i told myself i would not date in middle school...but it has happened. (see now Jilly)

The guy i have liked for over a year ( i have no idea when he started liking me) asked me out! ^.^  *bowing to Deviouschipmunk cause she helped out*

We spend time together but its not like we are ALWAYS together. WE also made an agreement that IF we break up that we will not hate each other. He is a complete metal head! XD He likes slipknot and all that stuff but he is SO nice! Its both our first time to have a bf/gf so we are both noobies! :P IIM SO HAPPPYYYY!!!!! :D

ps: and Jill, Miranda approves. ANd it is Stevo

love funkychibi

1. Do the following WITHOUT complaint.
2. Choose 3 people or more to do this after you completed yours.
3. Leave a tag on the person's page to say he/she have been tagged.
4. Start your post with I have been tagged. then do this (copy and paste!).

FAVOURITES:
Favourite Colour: Black and Red
Favourite Food: spicy stuff
Favourite Movie: Odd/ Dark movies
Favourite Season: Fall
Favourite Icecream: Caramel or mint chocolate chip 

CURRENTS:

Current Clothes: jeans my my Girr sweat shirt

Current Desktop: sunset
Current Time: 1:58 pm

Current Surroundings: Spare room/ computer room
Current Annoyances: Being on my period ( YOU asked for it!)

Current Thoughts: I miss my friends and Stevo  

FIRSTS:

First Best Friend: Forest

First Crush: TommY ( forgot his last name)
First Movie: Lion King XD

First Lie: I dont know 
First Music: My parents always listened to country music -_- 

LASTS:

Last Drink: Hot Chocolate with Coconut Cremer

Last Phone Call: ummmm Eloria i think
Last CD played: Counting Crows ( cd: recovering the satelittes)

HAVE YOU EVER:

Have you ever dated one of your best friends: Currently am
Have you ever broken the law: maybeh *evil grin* 
Have you ever been arrested: not yet

Have you ever been on TV:  I was in a crowd that was on TV nothing major
Have you ever kissed someone you don't know: no o.0

THINGS:

5 things you are good at: Writing, Drawing, talking, hugs,and staying calm in a tense situation
4 things you did today: chatted on MSN messanger, listened to the radio, been lazy, & blogged 
3 things you can hear right now: my Typing, distant TV, & Aerosmith

alright i tagg werewolfan   eloria & deviouschipmunk 

side note: My friends and i decided that my song ( since they all have songs) is AFI's Miss Murder

this is just a quick update my fellow bloggers! Life is nice i cant complain

Me and my buddies are going to the Home Coming Football game so that should be fun. Originally my boyfriend couldnt come but now with a twist of events he can! ^.^

WE shall have tons of fun as usual. Raise hell and all that jazz

I hope you all have a good day :3

*hugs and kisses*

well i am currently at my fathers computer lab using his wonderful fast computers! ^_^ But at home our usual internet computer isnt working right now so i must use my old computer that i sware is possessed by a cranky old dude ( i also think he's gay). Its so old it cant go on web sites like Mindsay unless i upgrade it ! I hope i can do that soon btw.

So there will be a few day were i wont be able to post or reply but please bare with me.

Well the football game was loads of fun. ^^ We hung out with all of our crazy friends and had a blast. No lil kids bothered us either!!! HUZZAH

Me and Eloria went to a crappy sleepover/b-day party. THERE WERE 15 GIRLS BESIDES SU THERE!!! >_< she got to leave but i couldnt find a good enough excuse too. There was drama, mayham, yelling, back stabbing, and me just watching it all from afar while drinking a rootbeer float. ( that was yummy :3)

I couldnt leave fast enough when my mom came for me the next morning.

M boyfriends birth day is this thursday. He is turning 14...HAHA IM OLDER! But...i might be older but he is still taller. I asked him if he wanted anything for his b-day; he told me

" nah i just want to spend it with you"

I love him so much! ^____^ ( yeah i know ima dork)

but i got him a video game he has wanted for a while anyway. Devil May Cry, its used but its still good.

But alas my ppl i must now sign off.

LOVE YOU ALL!

yesh my ppl me and my friends went to another home foot ball game.

It was strange, emotional,and flat out odd.

At 1/2 time we all went to the play group right next door. At points we all played tag adn crap so that was fun. My friend Eloria was all telling me

" You and stevo need to wander off ;)"

I didnt really respond. But at one point we kinda did. By the big jungle gym thingy every one was hanging out on there is a lil rock wall not ever 6 feet high. We both sat in the shadow of that , leaned our head on each others shoulders and just talked. Apparently ppl were wondering where we were adn think that we were umm * cough* doing...

<.<

>.> stuff.

Some other stuff happened that i wont talk about. ( dont worry Jill nothing " happened" with me and Stevo)

Randoms of the day

missing: Jill

in love with: stevo

going to call: Eloria

stuff happening l8ter: going to silverdale! wh00t wh00t!

hungry: YESH! I WANT A MUFFIN! @___@

love you all! ^^

they are everywhere

>.>

<.<

they small children! We are having some people over that have two little girls. They havent left me alone the whole time they have been here! I went out side to take care of my rabbits and they followed me the whole time. Then i came in the computer room to go online and they almost followed me in but their mom stopped em. Now every now and then i hear the door creak open and their beedy eyes just STARE AND GIGGLE at me @___@. they frighten me highly. But now they are occupied with Jimmy Neutron so i am safe....for now * looks around nervously and returns to safe bunker*

So the Harvestival was Friday! But i have to admit for a while it was akward. >.> The music sucked! I MEAN SUCKED! I even knew the DJ >_<!!! No rock or nothing just HIP-HOP shit. So our group kinda avoided the dance place 4 awhile cause our ears were bleeding. @__@

* PussyCat Dolls plays*

me: MY EARS!!! MY POOR EARS!!!

Stevo: 0.0

***

so yea ^^;

But as i said it was akward. Stevo was really quiet for the longest time. God i must sound like the biggest dork ever. FORGIVE ME BUT WHAT IM ABOUT TO PUT NEXT COULD ALTER EVERYTHING!!! JILL CONTAIN YOURSELF!!!

~~~~~~~`

Teh dance was coming to a close. Some how our group got split up ( again) and it was just me, Stevo, and Jessica. WE randomly passed the dance floor and i over heard the DJ say " Last slow dance song every one!"

So me and Stevo danced. It was nice :3.

SO that ended and we headed out to where our parents were going to pick us up. He was getting picked up in the front of the school and i was getting up by the band room ( side of school).

" I see my dad." he said. I huged him.

" I love you" i said.

" I love you too." he replied and with that he kissed me!!! I kissed him back and we went our separate ways.

I was on Cloud 9!!! I mean seriously! I was all smiling and swaying happilly as i walked!!! I heard from behind

" BRENNAAA!" it was eloria runnign full speed at me! " I SAW IT!!"

she screamed excitedly,

me: yeah....* in blissful daze*

Yeah that was it. Ive had my first kiss..........yea im still a dork! ^.^;; forgive me

ah yes my fellow bloggers the glorious holiday Halloween is jsut around the corner! Soon the ghouls will come out and begging children will come to your doorstep demanding candy! OH HOW I LOVE IT! XD THe smell, the feel, halloween is a truely glorious holiday! I love fall in general really, FALL KICKS SUMMER ASS!!!! XDXDXDXD

Well thats all for my randomness...

here is a koolio pic >:3

alas halloween has past another year ;___; tis sad. Me, Eloria, Connor, Jake, and Stevo all went out trick or treating but in the end we just mostly walked around town and occasionly kicked over trash cans and runnign away like hell. It was really cold out but i wasnt cold cause i had a jacket. ^^

Here is what we did

* walked randomly around town

* kicked over trash cans

* stopped at connors and watched South Park

* walked around town more

* did a lil bit of T or T

OVer all it was a fun night! Kayla came with us l8ter on.

At one point stevo's hand got like icy cold so i held it and made it all better ^///^

Alright here is where i need advice!!! ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~`

One of my friends that is a girl told me she was bi.

i told her i didnt mind cause i really dont.

SHe says she likes 2 girls. One is single and the other has a boyfriend

I geuss like i would if she liked 2 guys.

I guess one of my friends. She will remain namless

She says yes its her

Then i geuss if the other is me cause im one of the few that has  a bf

she says Yeah

Now what? DO i ignore it or what!! ADIVE PLEASE!!!!!

GOD IM SUCH IN A SPAZZZY MOOD!! ^______^ i dont really feel like explaining why though, kinda just am.

Hey another football game again tonight! The play off are a home game for once! Fun is soon awaiting. Only downside is that it is raining -_-; but i shall be prepared with these things.

~ Unbrella

~ blanket

~ My brothers far-to-big -for-me AC/DC sweat shirt

~ my bf i can huddle next to ;)

SO i must be off!!!!!! I shall write of our crazy adventures l8ter!

yesh since Halloween has past us *tear* i must have a new blog look. I was in a Hellsing mood so i simply pikced that. What do ya peope think o__O

Over all my life isnt going that bad. I'm freaked out about why my up coming math grade will be though >-< !!

I send my love to all of you! TALK TO ME!!!!

GO YOU FOOLS AND VOTE!!! YOU DONT WANT SOME RETARD IN OFFICE NOW DO YOU!!!!! SO GO SHO!!!!

....that is all

here is a short rant. Well deserved rant i must say. It will most likely apply to some of you...you know who you are o.0

I am so fucking tired of these music wannabe's! I am always here people going on about how they love this one band! BUT THEY HAVE ONLY HEARD ONE SONG!!!

For example:

girl: I love AFI!

me: what song of theres do you like most>

girl: MISS MURDER!!!

me: what others ones?

girl:.........

I MEAN COME ON! You cant like a band if you have only heard one song of theirs!!! >-<

me: * is talking with friend about good nirvana songs when interupted by random girl*

girl: yeah nirvana is soooo good!

me: really now? What song of theres do you like best?

girl:......

me: If you say Smells Like Teen Spirit i will kill you! Cause every one knows that song!

girl: i dont want to tell you!

me: ugghh your a poser arent you?

girl: no....

me: then say a song!

girl: Smells like teen spirit!\

me: -___-

DAMMIT IF YOU ONLY KNOW ONE SONG OF A BAND PLLEEEASSE DONT CALL YOURSELF A FAN! Its just poserish of you!

...im done now

Oddly enough i feel...

at peace. I dont know why i just feel content with life. I am happlily chatting away at the computer, snuggled in a cozy blanket, listening to Aerosmith, just got back from Stranger Then Fiction with my bf and 2 friends, and im just happy.

Not to bad of a movie

Love you all <3

well i made it home in one peice!!! HUZZAH IM SO HAPPY TO BE HOME!! XD

WEll here is some random thing my friend James said. It actually makes sense!!

~~~

me: James, why is there so much drama in 8th grade?

James: We have nothing better to do.

~~~

 Love ya all!!! Untill my next post; FAREWELL! ^_^

tommarow is.......

TURKEY DAY!!!! LALALALALALALLALALALALALLALALALALALALA :D:D:D:D

my eye is really red right now and it itches @__@

. Yourself:  weird, laid back, protective of friends, and has a temper

2. Your husband (or significant other):  A metal head :P

3. Your hair?:  naturally curly but i straiten it, shortish and layered often strecked wacky colors

my eye is better now. my parents think i scratched it so i have eye drops that are really helping me out!!! Im keeping out my contacts till monday so my eye can heal up good. Erk im going home in the morning @_@ cant wait!!!  >_< I want monday to come real bad so i can have my contacts again. ANd i miss my ppl's T_T

WEll im off to have some orange juice.

love ya all byebye

A picture from the comic Serenty Rose. If ya want more awsome art go to www.heartshapedskull.com *( i hope i got that right >>;;)

Well school was canceled due to snow. We have like 6 inches at my house @_@

love ya all!

yes thanks to pro eloria ( who took the picture) you now to get too see what i look like!

I look SMEXY!!!! ;) Im gorgeous dont deny it!

And Jill....yes i know i have changed ALOT from last year... dont freak or anything and its for the better ^^;

So what do ya think? DO i look what ya thought i would? Gahh im soo weirdo right now * spins in circles*

eloria is over right now ^_^!!! Me happy!!!!

signing off for now. Love ya all

ME LIKE CHEESE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

...that is all

>.>

<.<

:D

" Two thing are infinite: the universe and human stupidity; and I'm not sure about the universe."

---Albert Einstein

First we have a brilliant man

now

here is a quote from my Washington State Histroy Teacher

..whom i hate with a passion -____-

*" Now Ms. Moore ( me) I cant spoon feed you the knowledge of life * does hand motions like he is feeding a baby*."

me: o...O * thinking: keep your spoon away from me!*

Ice.

My family is like ice.

It only takes one little thing, and it all goes to hell. My dad gets so mad some time, just at the littlest things. Some thing so small will happen and he will just blow.

Yelling.

ALot of yelling.

At times he will get so mad at me and he will look at me like im no better then shit. He will says hurtful stuff. Stuff that makes you think he hates you. My mom will just stand there. At these times she looks mad yet so tired.

My brother will fight back at times. Then the fights last forever. I just stand there. Matchign my fathers gaze. Not backing down, yet not fighting back. I pretend whatever he says doesnt affect me. Like im just a stone with out feeling.

No one really knows. My dad is a good actor. Around every one else he is nice, a people person. He teaches and his students think he is great. PEople think im lucky to  have a " great" dad like him.

Im not saying i have the worst dad in the world. He hasent hurt me physically. At times i think he will though. His body gets rigged and stuff and i expect it. BUt it never comes so he just says more hurtful stuff...

Some times i think i will kicked out of my house. When that happens i will either go to Eloria's or Stevo's.

How come more lately it seems more families are screwed up.

Abusive parents and such.

Why cant it all work out. I know im not the worst off. There are alot of people worse off then me. I just felt like kinda getting it off my chest.

I want the people i care about to be happy. So why cant some parents just get the picture.

There is my little speal. THank you for putting up with it ^^;;

May we all bow down to the awsomeness witch is Foamy The Squirrel!!!

( I had a good day today :P)

lately i feel all wacky. Like , idont know, if i havent been acting like myself.

Ive been self concious.

Low self esteem and all that shit.

Sayign dumb stuff and crap >.<Possibly offending ppl

Well i have finally come to one simple holiday wish. Well its simple yet not simple.

Here it is: I want my friends to be happy.

THats all im not that caught up in wanting stuff. I luv you guys. I want you all to be happy this up coming holiday. <3

I'm looking at you through the glass...
Don't know how much time has passed
Oh god it feels like forever
But no one ever tells you that forever
Feels like home sitting all alone inside your head

How do you feel? That is the question
But I forget.. you don't expect an easy answer
When something like a soul becomes
Initialized and folded up like paper dolls and little notes
You cant expect a bit of hope
And while your outside looking in
Describing what you see
Remember what your staring at is me

Cause I'm looking at you through the glass...
Don't know how much time has passed
All I know is that it feels like forever
When no one ever tells you that forever
Feels like home, sitting all alone inside your head

How much is real? So much to question
An epidemic of the mannequins
Contaminating everything
When thought came from the heart
It never did right from the start
Just listen to the noises
(No more sad voices)
Before you tell yourself
Its just a different scene
Remember its just different from what you've seen

I'm looking at you through the glass...
Don't know how much time has passed
And all I know is that it feels like forever
When no one ever tells you that forever
Feels like home, sitting all alone inside your head

And it's the starrrssss
The sttarrrsss
That shine for you
And it's the starrrssss
The sttarrrsss
That lie to you.. yeah-ah

I'm looking at you through the glass...
Don't know how much time has passed
Oh god it feels like forever
But no one ever tells you that forever
Feels like home, sitting all alone inside your head

Cause I'm looking at you through the glass...
Don't know how much time has passed
All I know is that it feels like forever
But no one ever tells you that forever
feels like home, sitting all alone inside your heaaaaddd

And it's the starrrssss
The sttarrrsss
That shine for you.. yeah-ah
And it's the starrrssss
The sttarrrsss
That lie to you.. yeah-ah

And it's the starrrssss
The sttarrrsss
That shine for you.. yeah-ah
And it's the starrrssss
The sttarrrsss
That lie to you.. yeah-ah yeah

Ohhhoh when the starrs
Ohhh oh when the starrrrs that liieee

so my people another Monday comes apon us. To some it will be a hellish day ( for most mondays have the tendency of being that) and to others it might be a pretty good day! You never know.

I hope you ppl have a good week, this is the last week of school i  have before Winter Break!!! xD Gahh its almost christmas @__@ it doesnt feel like it....except for the cheesy store commericals. >.<

Well for my blog X-mas design i did a nightmare before christmas look. Its christmas, right?! With nice snow in the back :3

Love ya ppl byebye

well my friend JAke ( who is like a brother) has now arrived on mindsay...though i doubt he will actually DO anything on it * tsk tsk*.

Now is trying to find a picture....if he can find one -_-;;

he is pimpinsequim....... lets just hope he can get a blog lay out.....what a noob

There

Is

Nothing

As Comforting

and blissful

as hearing

the heart beat

of the person

you love

i hae heard of the Gods of mindsay, the royalty and such. BUt how does one acheive such high of stature?! How is it done? so curious @_@

this was an akward conversation that happend after school today

friend: Hi brenna! ^.^

me: hihi :)

friend: I madeout with my boyfriend today!

me: ....

friend: AND YESTURDAY TOO! :D:D:D:D:D

me: wow

its fine to happy about love but its akward when you randomly put in " I MADEOUT WITH MY BF!!!"

Currently rocking out too: Dragon Force!

at last i got a CD of their's!!! Inhuman Rampage!!!! xD it makes me happy!!!!

hehehehhehehe metal music makes me happy ^____^

...that is all >->

well it is winter break! but as most years before this, the excitment of chrismas being a mere week away hasnt sunk in. i dont want much...nothing real expensive ( unlike my brother who had A TON of junk of his list). My parents had to force one outta me ^^;;. One of the main things i want is the Invader Zim complete series <3! and thats only 30$ at hottopic!

Nothing much to report  besides that im just chillin at eloria 's place. Small little hellions are running around...kinda scary but im getting used to it lol ^^;;

All for now ttfn

i figured i would show you ppl some of the stuff i draw. you gotta click on em to see the full scale! The picture ( awsome ppl) is the style i mostly draw in but i had fun with the others :3 Tell me what you think and im not afraid of a critic! xD

gahh i have improved over the years @-@ not even funny. But i still have a ways to go yet! I WILL PREVAIL! * feels almight*

the couple pic is just ok but i thought " what the hell!?" and put it on!

alrighty my peps here is a list of bands i think seriously kick ass!!! If you want song recommendations just ask and i shall deliver! xD cause i love you all. Then at the end i will put a band or two that i think should burn in hell. DOnt get all offended liike...my blog i shall do as i please! :P

Bands that completely rock all: well at least that fix my metal and rock needs!

~Into Eternity ( power/death metal)

~System of a Down ( metal)

~Dragon Force ( power metal)

~Seether ( hard rock)

~Red Hot Chilli Peppers ( ummm kinda their own thing)

~Evanescence ( yet again their own thing)

~ Children of Bodom * just kinda getting into em* ( metal)

Well thats all for now my brain is semi fried due to lack of sleep @__@

Band that completely suck in my opinion

>>

<<

MY CHEMICAL ROMANCE!! BWUHAHAHHAAH * runs off before killed my mcr fans*

Well it is here my friends! Christmas day! When lil children rush out of bed to see what gifts await them.

I woke up about an hour ago. It was 6am and not wanting to sleep in on christmas ( cause it just seems wrong!) i got up and woke up my brother, he had wanted me too.

In my stocking i got some random candy, POCKY!!!, a black shirt with a pirate skull, 20$ from my uncle, and my morning gift was a iDog! A FREAKIN IDOG!!! They are pretty kool and i didnt even say i wanted one. I will keep it happy :3

My brother is off asleep on the couch at this moment...the wuss! I just hope he doesnt start that god awful snoring again! Around 8 i wake up my parents and then we open gift. L8ter at 12ish  my family comes over ( uncles, aunts, cousins, grandparents) and we open the gifts from each other. I usually have a semi big christmas ^_^;;

WEll lots of love for all of you this Holiday Season! <3

Your almighty early bird ( well not really i hate mornings but on christmas i can make an exception >>;;)

Funkychibi =^-^=

well sorry for not blogging in the past few days. Been a busy person of sorts so please forgive me.

Well yesturday was a good day. I went to my boyfriends house, to hang out and to meet his parents. Lets just say i was as nervous as hell ^_^;;;

But his parents were both nice. I could tell his dad was kinda like mine, not all the way nice ya know had another side. But his mom was awsome! She was nice, chatty, and welcoming. And a kick ass cook! I had dinner there and she made salmon fetichinni. God that was good!!! ^^

So me and steven hung out in his room the whole time and watched movies, played some video games, and other stuff. For the first time i saw V for Vendetta! THAT WAS A SERIOUSLY AWSOME MOVIE!!!! V is beyound almighty! xD  

So that was yesturday and today me and my mom are goin off to silverdale to the mall there. I have money and a hottopic gift card to spend! :D My mom is nice, i like spending time with her.

Uggh right now for some reason, the very thought of eating food makes me sick @__@

Oh! I havent told you ppl what i got for christmas!

~Laptop ( which i am typing to you now from)

~the complete invader zim series!!!

~iDog

~new comforter for my bed

~some nightmare before christmas clothes

~System of a Down shirt ( currently wairing)

~and a vanilla candle :3

Hope you guys have a good day! Love to ya all

Yep it is offically 2007...its gonna take a while to get used to writin the date on my papers now -__-;;

Well my New Years Eve party was fun. Poor Stevo ended up being the only guy out of my friends that was there....due to SOME ONE * cough pimpinsequim cough* not coming

oh well it was still fun. Me got my first new years kiss so i feel all specialful ( << damn thats a kool word)

School tommarow....GAHHH RUN FOR YOU LIFE!!! I dont wanna deal with the sluts/preps at my school. I CANT TAKE THEIR STUPIDITY!!!! * vomits blood*....im good >->;;

Well for my new years resolution i decided i would try to keep my room semi tidy. Those of you who know me are probally laughing your asses off right now...;__;  i will succed!!!

Hope you guys have a good year!

bored

nothing to put

@__@ some one entertain me!!!

srry for the title i just got done watchign the newest Romeo and Juliet set in modern times. Kinda weirdo but it was over all a good movie.

Damn you school has alot of fights. And they barely get in trouble for it. Hell you get more chewed out for having more kids then their " is suppose to be". God  i hate my princibal and he seriously hates me back. I ask him why he will make a certain rule and he just puts on a fake smile and asks me why i am complaining. I WANT TO STRANGLE THAT MAN!!!!

He wont listen to anyone but himself. Not even the freakin ASB!!! They have tried but he just avoids the topic * i know ppl in the asb that is how i know this*

The wind is going gonzo here!!! 0_0 i hope none of our trees fall down ; __;

when i finally decid to sleep its gonna be weirdo with the wind and rain...yet awsome. That is my favorite weather ^_^!!

Well all for now my brain is too mush to write much else. And may i direct u to my buddy eloria 's blog. She wants more friends.

Love to ya all and good night * bow*

me and my friend Fluffycatcake have decided to make a boredom cult of mindsay.

Any one wanna join.

I just  had fun.

I really pissed off a FallOutBoy fan ^_^

bwuhahahhahahaha i stole this from satan75  cause im just like that.

[PREP]

[] You own a cell phone.
[ ] you own something from abercrombie
[ ] You own something from pacsun
[ ] you own something from Hollister
[ ] You own something from American Eagle
[ ] You love/like going to the mall.
[x] You own an iPod/MP3 player.
[ ]You love Starbucks.
[ ]You have been called a brat.
[ ] You hate buying things that are on sale
[ ] You have more than one house
Total :1

[GOTHIC]

[x ] Black is one of your favorite colors.
[x ] You have thought about death.
[ ] You wear chains.
[x] You like heavy metal.
[x] You've shopped at Hot Topic.
[ ]You have worn black lipstick.
[] Your hair was/is dark.
[x]You dislike preps.(ALL PREPS)
[] You're an athiest/ satanist/agnostic.
Total : 5

[PUNK]

[] You can skateboard
[] You've worn plaid.
[] you like Converse
[] you hate MTV
[x] You have/had blue, pink, red, purple, or green hair.
[x] You dislike pink.
[x] You hate/dislike preps.
[] You wear/wore skateboarding shoes.
Total :3

[GEEK]

[x] You love the computer.
[] You like Harry Potter.
[x] you are supposed to wear glasses/contacts
[] You get straight A's.
[x] You love/like reading.
[ ]You were/are in band.
[] You don't care what you look like.
[] You have a curfew.
[] You always do your homework.
[] you never miss school unless you're sick
Total : 3

[EMO]

[ ] You have been depressed.
[ ] You have black rimmed glasses.
[ x] You like the band Evanescence
[ ] you cry easily
[ ]You like emo music.
[ ] You hate being called emo.
[ ] You keep/have kept a journal/diary.
[ ] you have written a sad poem
[ ] You have/had a sad MySpace layout.
[ ] you think emo chicks/Guys are hot
Total : i still say evanescence isnt emo ( 1)

[GHETTO/GANGSTA]

[ ] You like rap.
[ ] You are in a gang.
[ ] You wear/wore rubberbands in your pants.
[x] You swear alot
[ ] You have freestyled.
[ ] You have worn high tops with the tongue flipped out.
[ ] You can break dance
Total : 1

[HARDCORE//scene]

[]You like loud music
[]You love/loved the Ninja Turtles
[ ] You never walk anywhere.
[] You wear slip-on shoes.
[] You like/love the band panic! at the disco.
[] You wear band t-shirts.
[ ] People have called you a freak and meant it.
[] You love to "hardcore" dance
[] Your hair has been dyed more than one color.
Total : what the hell is this?!

[Athletic]
[] You watch/watched the Superbowl.
[] You own track shoes or other sports related shoes.
[ ] You collect your jerseys.
[ ] you have a wall or shelf dedicated to your trophies / award
[ ] You have posters or plaques of famous athletes.
[ ] your garage consists of sports equiptment
[x] You belong/belonged to a school team.
[] You are going/did go to a sports summer camp.
[] You have a specific number preferred for your jersey.
Total : 1

you are the one with the most [x]
 so im goth...oh well big surprise there. I get called goth daily :P

alrighty boys or whatever girls that came to answer my call

I have a friend who seems to think that saying perverted stuff all the time ( talking about porn, sex his dad had in college, sluts, ect) is a good way to fit in with the other guys that are our friends. But it kinda back fired and they find him annoying.

He is actually a sweet guy but he told me that he says stuff to make him self fit in or more of a man.

What is with this people? Is this common for guys to do or something?

And how the hell can i brake it to him that he doesnt have to say that stuff for ppl to like him

answer if ya can thanks

so here i am, sitting at my computer, typing on my laptop, and snuggled into a blanket trying to fight off the cold. This is one of the reason snow isnt my favorite weather; too cold >-<

Well i have decided to do my history topic on the ever brilliant Edgar Allen Poe! Gotta love da Poe with his dark poems and tales. I think im the only one doing my report/demonstration on him so i dont really have to worry about competeing to see who's project is better. :D

random conversation i had today

monica: * whining* maddie is always copying on my work and when we do stuff as a pair she never does anything but write notes and crap

me: * sick of her non stop whining* then why dont you grow a back bone and dont let her copy

if that seemed harsh thats cause it was kinda suppose to be. Monica is always whining and is pretty full of herself and some times ppl just snap/...-_-;;;

well i thought i should give a short update even though i have not much to say ^_^

~ i saw Booogie Man,.....pretty retarded

~ im getting over meh cold ^_^

~yay for martin luther king day

~ srry about my pic its blurrish

have a good day ppl, and since its a holiday use it as an excuse to not think or do anythign of any great importance

gahh ive been busy sorry guys T_T i feel like i have neglected my mindsay duties.

Nothing much going on here. I went to this teen rally thing my 4-H group was doing and most of the girls were dancing...interestly to crap hip hop. I was losing brain cells by the secound! so i escaped to where my brother and friends were listening to Iron Maiden...but sadly the room of hiphop was also to room of food...i like my food  T_T

my current comfort music is evanesence and seether. idk why they just are. they make meh happy x3 Ive been bored alot lately. Such is why im one of the founders of the Boredom Cult of Mindsay. So what is going on with every one lately?

I HATE DRAMA!!!!

I NEED IT TO BURN IN HELL!!!!!!

well i saw Epic Movie. It was pretty funny even though it was retarded. I went with my bf  and out friend connor who had seen it the day before so he kept saying the lines as the actors would. He's pretty ineresting to see a movie with.

Well MakenZero you should be pleased. My new pic is me smiling. I hope it isnt an evil smirk >.>;;; I tried

I just got a hair cut YAY SHORT HAIR! wh00t wh00t

Nothing much going on here. My mom made brownies! YAY BROWNIES!!!

sending my love to werewolfan and xxemocorexx  and Makenzero  and Fluffycatcake cause i can :P:P:P

and da new semester has begun! ^_^  I am now starting woodshop 2 and Digital Media ( computers) 2

Woodshop is interesting, considering that there is like 30 kids total and only 3 girls including me. Sadly they are preppy and complete idiots. So i stay away from them and sit with some of the guys that are my friends. They are funny so i have fun :D

Computers is fine and dandy. Even with assigned seating i still got to sit with friends Jason and Audrey! Yay friends! I will kinda miss Art class though ; _ ; i liked drawing and Mr. Capps was cool ( he gave me gum in class! :3)

Other classes are going well. Basketball starts tommarow. Part of me doesnt want to but i will anyway ^^;;

 In Math i now have to sit with a complete moron who is intent on talking about sex with his lil buddy! At first everything was fine, he didnt talk much and if it was it was to ask about a problem. But sadly the TA ( teachers aid) came over and started talking with him. Next thing i know they have started off ranting about sex, hand jobs, and other stuff i would not like to listen to while trying to complete my math. I am asking for a seat move, no not asking, PLEADING!

Wish me luck. TTFN

even through the drama ive been through lately.

the stur i caused by wairing black knee high boots that laced all the way up AND had buckles on em ( kinda like boots Amy Lee would wair from Evanescence).

Through the moments of self doubt and low self confidence.

Now, even if its just for a moment, i am at peace. Content.

Steve came to my house today along with his parents for the super bowl. since neither of us are into football we went into the other room and watched Little Miss Sunshine and Auston Powers:Goldmember.

Curled up with him on the couch i was content. Just, happy ^_^

So for now ladies and gents i am pleased with life. This will soon be shattered when school comes monday, damn you REALITY!!!!!!!!!!

people

some times i just hate  people

the damn judgmental people in our school.

who just label EVERYONE! GOD PEOPLE ARE NOT LABELS! JUST CAUSE SOME ONE LIKES BLACK DOESNT MAKE THEM GOTH! GOD CANT THEY JUST GROW UP! THERE WILL BE PEOPLE WHO ARE DIFFERENT! THEY NEED TO DEAL WITH THAT!

ok im done

i woke up this morning with a bloody head cold. my nose was plugged and i had a dull painful headache. But the last thing i wanted to was not go to school. I had to give my boyfriend and friends their gifts after all! So i took some Advil and my mom said to call if i wanted to go home.

So feeling like crap i went to school and gave everyone their gifts. My boyfriend gave this REALLY good chocolate from Switzerland :3 and some other lil things from my friends.

But threw History and Launguge ( sp?) Arts i felt like SHIT! So at lunch i called my mom and went home.

I've never liked Valentines Day that much, the commercials and all that. The love sickness and such. Even though i have bf its not my favorite holiday. I send my love to all my Mindsay buddies! <3

Every one have a good Valentines Day! ( better then mine if ya can ^^;;)

well i stayed home today. Im feelin much better ^_^ yay getting healthy! Now im watchign Survivor for my parents cause they love it and yet they are not home yet. ( mom is out running my brother around adn my dad is at a meeting) this show is just ok. Not meh favorite.  Whoa a guy is now licking lead @_@ so strange. Well im pretty sure im going to school tommarow unless i get worse which i hope not!

RED HOT CHILI PEPPER'S ANTHONY KIEDIS!!! Im not some raging fan girl but i just think he rocks all!

here is why!

~ Cause he is Greek LIKE ME!

~ He is a freakin awsome singer!

~ he has awsome clothes

~ He has AWSOME hair!

~he just rocks....plain and simple

I feel better then i did yesturday but i still stayed home. >-> its also a plus im missing that history test lol. 

so we went to Portland Oregen, thus the reason i havent been on. Im happy i have returned! Nothing much to ramble about besides...FALL OUT  BOY HAS INVADED HAPPY TREE FRIENDS!!! RUN FOR YOUR LIFE!!!!!

i have a boyfriend most of you know. We got together 5 months ago. WE have been happy or at least i have. BUt in a way he has changed.. idk >.<.

He tells me he doesnt have good days anymore. He says school is hell along with home. He says he sits in his room hating everything and everyone. HE always says how he hates america, blames most things on the government like how we have structered lives ( that part aint that bad). WE are going to high school next  year, while im pretty excited for it but he just says it will be 4 more years of hell. i try to get him to see the bright side but he wont. I asked him if he had depression he said he was pretty sure he does but he wont see anyone about it or get help, he just says he'll get through it. He has stopped trying in school, he is smart i know he can do it but he just says " whats the point?"

Some days he shuts down and wont tell me whats wrong.

I love him and care alot about him. If i left him it would make it worse, his depression. i try to help, reach out and stuff, but i always fall short. whatcha ppl think?

at last my life has gone on track once more. THe drama has completely faded and i feel spiffy again! ^_^ my bf is doing TONS better so sorry if i worried anyone.

Im also sorry i havent written in a while >-> a cause of the lazyness im afraid. I doubt its treatable ^_^;;;

Another monday and another basket ball game. we shall be victorious once more w00t w00t!!! THanks for all you ppls support! OH! we got chicks now! they are cute but GOD THEY SMELL! >.< they are in my bathroom right now in a cage in the tub...THE TUB FOR CHRIST SAKE!!! they are my brothers so he takes care of em...he better do it well too >-<

sometimes i get insomnia flashes. lie in bed for hours unable to sleep.just happens sometimes.

so my body is recovering from that right now. hmmmm nappy is what i need says i....lol

sorry im a tad loooopy right now ^---^

70's dance at my school tommarow. my boyfriend cant come....

so its just us girls! w00t w00t~! the music better nnot suck or else me and my friends plan to gang beat him and ttake over! [ insert evil laugh here] xD BEWARE ALL SUCKY DJ'S!!!!!!

not much else to put. sorry i have been neglectiing my mindsay duties * bows* i will try better!

yes a new pic of me.

not  much to say right now.

hanging with my cousin,

life is confusing :P

well we got all our paper work in for highschool. Plus our 4 year plan on what classes we are gonna take. I'm taking almost all of the fine art classes i can; drawing ( normal then advanced), painting, multi media, AP studio art.

My parents are having me take Honors history & litature because they think im smart enough too. I hope so >.>

I cant wait to get out of this middle school :P

yesh another random music thing i felt like doing caause i can ^_^

First off we have Angela Gossow of the heavy metal band Arch Enemy.

Thanks to Satan75 for telling me about em :3

Angela here is one of my favorite metal singers EVER!!! She puts some other male metal singers to shame! Arch Enemy isnt a band for the faint of heart. >:3 She's like a metalhead guys dream, good looking and sings heavy metal :P

next up is...

Tarja Turunen from Nightwish. Nightwish has been called Power Metal and Symphonic Metal. She has an amazing voice, you can tell she is from Finnland from her singing lol. SHe was oprah trained yet sings in a metal band. She rocks

and then we have

Amy Lee of Evanescence =^.^= I love my goth rock singer.

Her vocals are fantastic i must say. ONe of my favorite muscians.

and finally ( cause im to lazy to put more >.>)

Candace Kucsulain from Walls Of Jericho!!! and yet again thanks to satan75 for the heads up for this band.

WOJ is basically thrash metal in my opinion, not every day you hear a thrash metal band singer! She rocks as well!!! SO does her hair >...>

that be all for now!!! tell me what ya think or if i should add anymore chicks,

FAREWELL!

I love Spring Break...cause you get to do nooooothing all day! =^.^=

I can sleep in till 11:30 and stay up till midnight and later! I'm happy.

hmmmm ok im bored now ^_^;;;

my brain is currently: scrambled

So whats up everyone?

yesh tommarow is easter. and as every year has it im at my grandparents. a big old family get together tommarow.

HAPPY EARLY EASTER MINDAY!!!

and good night * bows*

Well I broke up with my boyfriend...

I couldnt take it anymore, the constant mood swings, the non communication. And i thought it would be best for him too. I told him since he has emotional issues he should focuse on that and not having a girl friend. He agreed and said it would be best for both of us. See, no big fight, no high drama.

But school today was weird, the whole day he barely said a word. He was depressed and didnt even talk to his best friend. The news of our break up spread faster then the plague. I was bombarded with hugs, questions, and confusion. I heard the question " Why did you break up?" more then I could count.

My friends understood and stood by me.

What drove me over the edge was Thursday, he was in a dark cloud again but this was the worst. The whole day he barely spoke to me, not even a smile. I asked him what was wrong, he just shrugged. I couldnt reach him. At one point I told him I loved him and didnt resond, I almost cried. I didnt know what to do, I was so tired of all it yet I was worried about him. And I still am.

Later I talked to him online, asked him what was wrong. He gave the usual resonse of " Nothing."

I told him I didnt know if it would work between us with out the communication, and the emotion issues. It was hard, I felt like vomiting. Because it wasnt like I no longer cared about him, I just didnt think it work out anymore.

BUt I want him to bounce back from this and stop sulking. I'm not that special ^_^;;;

Then apparently me being single let me open. I guy in wood shop touched my butt, I kicked his ass.

Life is slowly returnign back to normal.

Even though my ex's best friend ( or so i thought) is flirting with me on MSN Messanger. He is a freshman, he even told my friend he had a crush on me.

Grr this needs to blow over soon.

But im good.

Having good confidence, keeping head high, and livign with no regrets.

Thanks for the love you guys, you rock

today is 4:20.

Meaning all of the wanna be druggies in my school were all " hehehe its 4:20!"

so stupid -__-

so ya just chillin at my computer. (( still havent figured out a name for him yet...yes my computer is male))

Im thinking Howl *ponders*

any idea for male computer names?

Ive had to kick so many peoples ass lately. Guys cant seem to keep their crud comments about uh my body parts to themselves. And unlike other girls who either find it funny or flateriing ( like most chick in my school) it simply pisses me off! SO i hit em numorous times till they get the picture. Ive bruised ego's like that :D

lately ive listening to Guns & Roses and Tool!

I LOVE TOOL! THEY ROCK MY SOCKS OFF!!!

They are a metal band were the lead guitarist gets the least attention due to the fact that their bass section kicks serious ass.

Listen to Anema and The Grudge, those are my favorite songs by them

and my current favorite love song: Sweet Child Of Mine by G & R

god Slash pwns

well i  have ever-so-randomly decided to do the following.

DUring the summer i got a job as a nanny. I will be at the house babysitting everyother week. 20$ a day :D

So i will....DO MY OWN STYLE OF THE NANNY DIARES!!!!!!

{{{insert evil laugh here}}}

I shall posting it on here and my myspace

.....i dont care if its retarded im doing it

my dad said some wise words to me: " Being mature is hard Brenna. Because unlike others, you have to fight your inner demons and not give into them."

I love food, its my friend. But lately i cant seem to eat anything without wanting to vomit. Its like my stomach just rejects anything i put in it. I try and eat, thinking im feeling better. But in the end i just end up feeling like im gonna puke my guts out. Fluids dont make me wanna throw up and thats about it. I havent eaten alot lately, and most of time i have to force myself to eat.

This sucks ass!!! >__< why have you betrayed me food!?!!!?!?!

thanks for all your kind words about my stomach pains and crap. It eventually went away YAY me and food and good friends again ^_^

Nothing much going on here. I just hope you all have a good week!!!!

im grounded

cant be on till 8th

i'll miss you all

*huggles*

IM OFF GROUNDING ADN IM BACK!!! GOD I MISSED YOU GUYS! *HUGS AND KISSES TO ALL*

happy friday the 13th my dears! its been an excellent day! * is really hyper*

ah summer, its essence: being incredibly lazy!

My parents had me help out with VBS at my church *twitches* god i hated that....damn kids.

random: what do you guys think of Kira as a name for a girl. Cause im thinking thats what i want my kids name to be lol...just being random as always

THe drama in my life as decreased DRAMATICLY * knock on wood much :$ *

moof im bored no ones on messanger which makes me sad :( any one got myspace? if so tell me and i shall add ya. or messanger add me there too if u have msn messanger!

im in love

simple right? when im with him, its like no one else is alive. he treats me better then anyone ever has. makes me smile when im down.

but at one point a certain sum one told me lies about him that i stupidly believed. That he loved one of my best friends and not me. I felt hurt so i vented to my parents. They hated him.

but i found out this wasnt true! but they found out he did pot ONCE a long time ago. and now they think he is some full time druggy. i threatened him with a inch of his life if he did it again.

Me and him cleaned things up...but my parents still hate him. and think that he really DID like that friend when he didnt. i was hurt and said i shuldnt of. so they are pissed at him.

I wanna be with him....but my parents...

i wanna tell them but im scared of what they might do and say. I dont want that look they give me. the " how stupid are you?!" look. The look of disapointment.

they just have never seen me with him....how...happy i am.

how do i tell them we like each other and that everything ok?! wut if they have it so i'll never see him again :( help me!!!!!!

eh life is life i suppose.

I seem to attract the wrong type of guy. ive had 2 boyfriends in my life, and both turned out the same. LAzy asses who dont give a shit about ANYTHING ( barely even me!). Both ive had to end myself, and both react in uhh not so fantastic ways. first one ended ok, he was mad for like 2 days and got over and we became friends. The secound one reacted...by the next day getting a new girlfriend. A girl who was once my friend untill i got tired of the knives she kept stickin in my back, ironic eh? So right now, screw love im happy bein single xD

 In my latest picture, im actually smiling (omfg)! i aint to shabby if i say so myself

 ~LAtest music craze: KATANOIA PWNS!!!! along with DEATH..they rock too :D!!!!

and this upcoming friday im turning 15! taking 3 friend to The Simpsons Movie, it will be fun fun. =)

PEople give me good metal bands. im bored and have nothing better too dooooooo

Well i need to vent, ya know just let it all out. Sorry if it drags but its my currently self help therapy

As most ye must know by now i broke up with my boyfriend not to long ago. Fine and dandy right?

But of late.....i found out he was cheating on me basically the whole time we were together...with a girl who was like a sister to me.

I knew she liked him a little after we got together....finding this out after HE told me. She never told me, hell i even asked. I wouldnt have been mad, i just wanted her to confine in me. Then he told me how she called him EVERY night. She never once told me, if she had...i wouldnt have exploded on her. In my currently love sick frame of mind i thought her to be all the blame, that he just was simply a object of her affection. I was broken over this.

As time past, he spoke more and more about her to me. How he didnt understand why she didnt think she was pretty! and how much of "buddies" they were.

I bite my lip.

He also told me all the shit things she would say about me...he never stood up for me. Or really believe me when i said they were lies!

When we all meet before school by th buses...I guess i over looked how when she would pass his eyes would go right to her...
I broke up with him for seperate reasons really. But then one of my close friends came up and told me the truth about my "sister" and ex. They had liked each other ALOT while i was going out with him. Basically the only reason they didnt go out is because she was moving; but they flirted, called each other daily, said...stuff to each other....( doesnt want to go into it)

I felt so betrayed and back stabbed. It left my heart aching and a want to vomit. Even tho we had broken up....it was still so...twisted, to know that had happened while I was dating him.

I felt used.

But after confinding in people, i started to feel better. And i am feeling better! Im more "FUCK YOU!!!" in my mind to them lol. I just wanted to vent and let out what was currently going on and stuff.

well im really tired @_@ night night

Im in a pretty good moood :)

I think im getting my usual spell of insomia again. Last night didnt go to sleep till like 2. o well i always have music to listen to as i attempt the art of sleeping.

(( im a hugging mood....who shall be my prey lol))

i got an fucking email from him **Twitch** telling me how im a fucking liar and all this shit.

I was pissed/stressed so i went and starting the first step on adding paint touches to my room. Like schetching it out and crap. Doing art stuff chills me out, so i feel better.

I want this said drama to just be gone, i never replied to his email, just deleted it.

; _ ; im either gonna cry or go on a killing spree. Either is not good. >_<

But on the plus side i get to start paintin tommarow-eth. i shall show pics of the finished projecto.

Im might go see transformers tommarow too!!! i wanna see it soo bad! YAY GIANT ROBOTS w00t w00t!

i finally saw the Transformers movie today!

I ROCKED MY SOCKS!!!

you would never think you would get so attached to giant robots.

I <3 Optimus Prime and Bumble Bee <3!!!!!

Megatron can go blow himself the bastard >_<

lol yes i get into movies some times =D

whole way home i was thinking to myself: " I want a giant transformingn robot for a gadian **tear**"

so how are you my people?

love to all of you

i gotta talk to police today @_@ not looking forward to it.

Our Campus Officer, Officer Colmen is taking over the case. She will prolly take in eveyrone who the school questioned on friday.

One of my parents want to be there with me, i dont care either way. I just want it over and done with x_x

the intervewing went well. The lady officer was nice and pretty chill. so thats over with =D

on a lighter note the home coming votes are being thrown in, my class didnt vote >_> we kinda forgot. ( i don think Ms. Corbit is into that kinda thing lol)

I actually had some ppl i know of vote for me o_O i would make....an "interesting" home coming queen. I doubt i will win, its prolly for the better lol.

well we got a call yesturday.

They got  him in custody, he is now in Juvy!

I was a tad suprised, apparently they had enough on him too do that. A sheriff guy called me, and asked me just somee questions about my statement ( like clarifying stuff ). Thigns are rollin pretty fast!

My mom wants to seee all the information and evidence against him, but its in the Prosecuters office right now. she might try and see it.

When i told my friend kayla he was in costudy, she ran around her house screaming things like: " FINALLY!!" THANK YOU GOD!!" and " THIS IS THE BEST DAY EVER!!"

we had cheers with some cola and did a lil celebration lol

my days are getting better, past few days have been spiffyful!

well he is coming back to school monday, but we have the following rules on him that he is aware of. Things like he cant talk to me, has to not come near me, can talk about me, basically zero contact. The vice princabal told me if i heard he violated ANY of these i just need to tell him immediatly. Plus he cant go to any dances, sports games, ect.

over all i feel pretty safe. if needed i could bet the shit outta him and some of my friends are just itching to have a swing. but only if nescarry

right now im a pretty happy person.

The phyco ex is back in school, but due to the restraining cant do shit.

I've actually met alot of cool new ppl ion high school! =^_^= ( mostly guys lol)

i even have a crush >////>

Life is dwindling back to normal slowly. ^_^ better late then never

Well i forgot if i told you guys that i get to go to japan =O but i do. Its like an exchange thing, they come here for a week or so, then we go over there for  9 days ( a day for travel). Im actually leaving on Halloween! at 2 am lol

The kids are even coming today! We meet them at 1/2 block (( which is odd since most of the smokers hang out there, another sad fact is that a few of them are my friends lol)) at 3:30! So from now its like an hour.

Ive actually had a not-so-fantastic day :( ive just been off you could say. My mom chewed me out this morning, and i almost had a heart attack trying to find an open classroom during lunch so i could print my paper for Lit! Finally the Princable (( who thinks im awesome! lol)) let me use his laptop.

But im making myself be in a good mood for Kana ( my japanese kid!). She gets my room and i get the spare one. Cause im just nice like that =D

my ten year old dog died sunday.

Heartattack, then had a seizure. THe vet put him down.

The house wont be the same. My whole family is screwed up now. My dad especially.

I dont want to go home now, with the weight of all the sadness there. Everyone stayed home from school and work today but me. I needed to go, to see my friends.

I miss him, my Elivs v_v
i want my doggy back......

and yessss patcience prevails!

My whole day has been interesting I must say ;D

Well on my way to school I had my coffee travel mug in my lap ( cant start a day without coffee goodness) and my moms cell starts ringing in the back roung. The song Good Morning Baltimore from the movie Hairspray blaring as her ringtone. Reaching back to grab it and stop the thundering broadway tune my coffee spills onto my black jeans. I silent scream ebbed from my lips as hot coffee spread over the jeans and sinked into my skin.

Using napkins ( and a vacum hose from my moms work) you couldnt even tell they were wet.

Then off to school I walked and out of luck i ran into Him <3!

AFter I hug i asked how his weekend was, he replied it was interesting and * drum roll* he had broken up with his gf. '

On the outside i was the supportive friend, on the inside i was screaming with joy.

I sound like ur typical fan girl, its sad what ive become. damn love lol

Well over the weekend i got really bored, so i went off to Walmart and bought a hoodie and white fabric. All Saturday i cut out letters and stiched them to the jacket reading: METAL HEAD.

I'm wearing it to school today, it brings me joy :D I'm looking forward to getting into music arguments with ppl, cause i know they will want to go there >:]

I might go home early tho...i feel like shit. I feel hot, i keep getting sharp pains to my stomach, I'm having issues focusing. It could have some thing to do with the fact i was half conscious like half the night.

Yes its true. The doctor thinks i have mono =_=

Yesturday my lymph nodes  enlarged and kinda irrated. My mom thought I had strep throat.

Sooo we go off to the doctors and I get a strep test, which consist of taken a long cotton swab and swab the back of my throat. I didnt even gag :]

And it came up negative. So my coolio doctor ( dont remember his name but he was chill ) said i could have Mono. I have all the freakin symptumes.

Track season is out. Not that I'm crying. Personally I hated doing Track. I only did it cause my dads the coach and he basically made me. And P.E is out for a while. Cause apparently my splein gets inflamed when you have Mono and if I hit it wrong it could like make it go KABOOMY o.o;;

No more kissy with Bud ;_;

ARGH

ARRRRRRRRRRRRRGH

I'm going to school still, as long I dont lick anyone I'm gewd. lol

Annnd here is a lil article on the said subject from www.familydoctor.org

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Im tired of people thinking i need fixing or something -_-

Well its mostly just guys really.

My ex was all saying how he was going to fix my heart. He said that while we were breaking it up.

And my brothers friend Cameron says I have the whole "Stubborn and Damaged" sex appeal to me.

And oh, guess what? My older brothers pervy friend Cameron confessed his love for me! He was completely serious! Telling me how he had loved me for years and how he wasnt going to hide it anymore.

I stood, trying to hide my shock and my need to flee.

He used to hit on me, but it was like how he hit on other girls ya know?

But no, now i have Cameron "head over heals in love" with me, as he put it.

I know way to much about him, and i would never date him! >_<

UGH! UGGGGHHHHHHHHHHHH!

..... -_-;;;

I stood, alone, but The Buzz ( a local coffee shop). As I stood I debated what action i should be taking next.
The scenario was this; my friend Samantha wanted me to come down and after we hung out at The Buzz we would walk to her house.
But Sam was with her boyfriend Mike.
This should have been a bad omen from the start.
Before The Buzz I was at my friend Brendins band practice at his friend Matts house. I'll admit it straight out, I have feelings for Brendin. Moving on, I was there taking pictures for them. ( The band is Amsterjam, consisting of Brendin, Matt, and Matts parents. There pretty rad actually) I was having a really fun time there. Lots of music and laughter. Best stuff in the world lol.
The time came for Brendin to take me to The Buzz to meet Sam. Matt piled in the car with us and we drove.
When we arrived, Sam was no where to be found. Nor did she answer her phone.
Honestly I dont overly like The Buzz, whenever I go I get hit on by weird 20 yr olds or older. Very  akward.
And Brendin knew this.
" I dont want to let you out unless Sam's here." He said concerned.
"I dont want you too" I replied with a slight chuckle.
"Well me and Matt were going to a gas station to get something to drink. You can come and try calling her again and if she does we'll just bring you back."
I agreed. But as we started to drive toward to parking lot exit, I saw her with her boyfriend.
Brendin pulled the car over and we got out.
He kept making sure I wanted to be there. Asking if I was comfortable and if I wasn't he could take me home or back to Matts with them.
I wanted too, some thing in me kept saying not to stay. But I didnt want to look like a bitch to Sam. And i couldnt think of a good enough excuse to tell her.
Brendin hugged me goodbye, and as he did said " If ANYTHING goes wrong. If your left alone here for any length of time. Call me ok?"
I told him I would. And they left.
As soon as they left i regreted not flingiing myself into the car.

A few moments later Samm and her boyfriends became "handy"

Then they went off together leaving me to go do whatever

My first phone call went to my dearest amanda who told me to call Brendiiin

So i did. He exclaimed "THEY LEFT YOU ALONE?!"

"Ya but its ok"

"no its not! there is creepy people there! I'm coming  get you"

And so he did. Taking me back to Amsterjam. Muttering how he didnt like sam ditching me at all. how she could "fuck her boyfriend when she isnt with freinds"

The rest of the night was lovelllly tho ::]

how have u all been?

is how the new freshman are all about CHEW

ITS SO GROSS

everywhere i look some one is shoving a dip in their mouth

or emptying a bottle of their spit

*shiver*

Too early lol

I rearranged my rooom, it very much needed it.

Tommarow is no schoool, due to parent-teacher meets. oh joy.  the only oone i wish them not to meet is my math teacher. the rest is fine.

tuesday: half day

wensday: half day

and next is turkey day is off along with friday

my brother friends are running around, lovely -thick sarcasim-

But me and my boyfriend are going to BOLT tommarow :D the dog movie. im stoked! 

Too early lol

I rearranged my rooom, it very much needed it.

Tommarow is no schoool, due to parent-teacher meets. oh joy.  the only oone i wish them not to meet is my math teacher. the rest is fine.

tuesday: half day

wensday: half day

and next is turkey day is off along with friday

my brother friends are running around, lovely -thick sarcasim-

But me and my boyfriend are going to BOLT tommarow :D the dog movie. im stoked! 

I have two words for you

Twillight Fangirls

*shiver*

I read the first book. Not saying it wasnt good or anything i really enjoyed it.

But im not rabid!

Not in the least

Some of them....scare me

Im avoiding seeing it, scared they might eat me

I need something to do tommarow

anything

i already cleaned the hell out of my room

blaaaaaaaah

my lymph nodes are swollen

they look and feel like it.

ugggh means im coming down with sumthing

even tho i dont feel sick :-/

URINARY TRACK INFECTION!

oooo joy

had to pee in 2nd period. go to bathroom AND BAM!

PAIN LIKE NEEDLES STABBING YOU WITHOUT MERCY!

uggggh i sat on the floor for a good 20 minutes doubled over in pain

eventually i got to my feet and went to the nurses

dad got me.

mom has a appointment at 2 for me

thats what she thinks it is

im scared to pee now @_@

apparently i dont have a urinary track infection

i had an ovary cyst burst :/

go figure

my side aches cuz apparently there is fluid in there now

but it will go away

the whole time at the doctors they kept asking " do you need a pregancy test??"

me thinkin: I DONT NEED A FUCKNG PREGO TEST

but im gonna be fine

Revolutionist Lament

Poem by Brenna Moore

…

You’re all so eager to give war a chance

Why not give peace a chance?

So quick to hate

I think it’s time to liberate

Dropping bombs from up above

Have we forgotten a thing called love?

Bred to discriminate

Time to change before it’s too late

Everywhere children are starving

  Yet you live your whole life spending

Full of spiteful ignorance

If you’re not white you’re an immigrant

Pretty faces always under the knife

Trying to escape their strife

All the deception and greed

Society’s slaves need to be freed

…

comments? Suggestions? all be welcome :D

ps: school is canceled ^_^ today and tommarow. im at home watchign A Christmas Story

I got a Marshal bass amp XD

why dont i drink or do drugs?

Well first off: i dont care if you do. Honest, different strokes for different folks. I have my share of druggie friends and  have hung out with smokers. I dont care

ITs just not for me

Mostly cuz of the following reason

~I have a fear of not being able to control what i do.

  ps: Me and my loverly boyfriend have had our 6th month anniversary :D couldnt be happier

fuck you y=mx+b

fuck you

anywho

I really want to play that creepy computer game Alice

yes

ok before i go into detail lets give you soem back ground on my boyfriends back ground

His mom died 2 years ago from complications. He never knew his birth dad but the man his mom married adopted him. They later divorced but still remained good friends.

Continuing

Brendin got a text from his 13 year old cousin who he hadnt hung out with in a long time. They talked and it was all fine and dandy. Then she started saying some weird stuff...

Things like: "i wish you were single", "what would you do if i kissed you?", "your hot and funny", "were not blood related so we could get married and have kids without defects."

...Ya...

He is kinda weirded out by this, obviously. AS am i really. I'm half worred she'll hunt me down and eat my insides.  They might not be blood related but THEY ARE STILL COUSINS! and she's freakin 13 and he's almost 17.

My therory on the case is that she has an "infatuation" with him. Maybe its the whole not seeing him forever thing. Or i bet a fling with your cousin turns some people on, different stroked for different folks. So i think it will pass. Not that im worried about it, my boyfriend isnt the type to cheat on me with his 13 year  old cousin lol. I kinda feel bad for him though, it would be creepy to have ur cousin want you

He is amazing though :D This morning he got me my favorite breakfast; cheese bagel and 32oz Power-C Vitamin Water. Along with a teddy bear. I'm not really sure why, just kinda did :]

In my small town of Sequim Washington its FUCKING FREEZING

ive been inside for 10 minutes and toes and fingers are still ice

a thick fog has covered us for the past two days, blocking out any chance of sun

this photo was taken at 9:30am

and it will stay this way all day

Location: outside my band room in the parking lot

Life has spead

Me and my boyfriend just had our 7th month

My mom's 45th birthday is tommarow

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MOM

Some jerk wad stole my ipod

so im getting a new one off of ebay

yay ebay!

I miss my music :'(

Best quote of the month: " Brenna, you are a bunny in a feild of flowers!" - Issac Powell

P.S: I can talk to my ex boyfriend now with out wanting to shove his face against the wall

this is progress indeed

I'm gonna go drink some hot Peach Tea

why so many guys on my myspace friends list have pictures of their torso?

Whats the point?

Does your tummy really want to be photographed?

A odd hand full of events have happened the past week. My mother blames to full moon. But it has been a strange month.

a List of the events

* Found out a guy in my grade who i was kinda friends with and his little brother raped their 7 year old sister. They also raped 2 other little girls. They are currently in jail.

*A creepy friend of my brothers was in prision for assualt on a minor. He is 18 and punched a 13 year boy in the face on the bus. He is being friend with a felony. Going to be in trial later. This was the guy that last summer confessed his love for me.

*another guy i was kinda friends with is in jail for rape. Girl was 14. WE arent sure its real or she is just pissy he broke up with her and made it up. OR her parents are pissed he fucked her. It could go either way. He has anger issues.

I know too many rapists...

sometimes

i wonder if killing my ex

is just a good way for him to stop saying dumb shit

about me 

STILL! GODDAMIT!

ITS BEEN FOREVER AND HE IS STILL AN IGNORANT ASS!

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

sorry

i had to let that out =_=

i feel better now

you know what annoys me?

teenagers who go around planning their wedding w/ their bf when thy are 16

dont count your ducks before they hatch