Fuck your opinions, fuck you lack of spin, when you are misrable, i'll be just fine!

Today I had a mager melt down. Im going to my grandmom's on Monday and I was going to take my friend. Then she didnt know if she would be able to go and I sobed. It was not just that It was all the kids at school who made fun of me, my friend truoble ( see last entry ) every thing hit me with a bang.  I went in my room lied down on my floor and cried. My Mom came in and comforted me and said they were idoits. I told her that one girl told me Im differnt, that I alwas was doffermt and will alwas be differnt. I told hao boys said I was crappy at sports. She said that it was good to be differnt from them. I know it is but there was more I didnt tell her.  I finallly calmed down. My mom saved me again. I dont want to go back to school.