Fuck your opinions, fuck you lack of spin, when you are misrable, i'll be just fine!

Well i need to vent, ya know just let it all out. Sorry if it drags but its my currently self help therapy

 

As most ye must know by now i broke up with my boyfriend not to long ago. Fine and dandy right?

But of late.....i found out he was cheating on me basically the whole time we were together...with a girl who was like a sister to me.

I knew she liked him a little after we got together....finding this out after HE told me. She never told me, hell i even asked. I wouldnt have been mad, i just wanted her to confine in me. Then he told me how she called him EVERY night. She never once told me, if she had...i wouldnt have exploded on her. In my currently love sick frame of mind i thought her to be all the blame, that he just was simply a object of her affection. I was broken over this.

As time past, he spoke more and more about her to me. How he didnt understand why she didnt think she was pretty! and how much of "buddies" they were.

I bite my lip.

He also told me all the shit things she would say about me...he never stood up for me. Or really believe me when i said they were lies!

When we all meet before school by th buses...I guess i over looked how when she would pass his eyes would go right to her...
I broke up with him for seperate reasons really. But then one of my close friends came up and told me the truth about my "sister" and ex. They had liked each other ALOT while i was going out with him. Basically the only reason they didnt go out is because she was moving; but they flirted, called each other daily, said...stuff to each other....( doesnt want to go into it)

I felt so betrayed and back stabbed. It left my heart aching and a want to vomit. Even tho we had broken up....it was still so...twisted, to know that had happened while I was dating him.

I felt used.

But after confinding in people, i started to feel better. And i am feeling better! Im more "FUCK YOU!!!" in my mind to them lol. I just wanted to vent and let out what was currently going on and stuff.

well im really tired @_@ night night